SCATTERED THOUGHTS (really?)

MUST I?

2008-04-19T21:05:00.000-07:00

I was awoken this morning by the annoying noises my cousins were making followed by the fuss I was feeling because of the thought of finally seeing the I.T. result exam when I get to school. But later on it was announced that the results were not in yet, so we didn't have our IT class. They are to be released on Monday, or so they say, I hope I'll pass. I really want to, who wouldn't? hahaha. Anyway, I met up with Joe, my cousin, after class. Went to the mall, we had lots of fun, we planned to watch a movie, but a little later we decided not to, it was mostly just LAZINESS stuff haha, I know right? Not a reason. We strolled for hours and ended up deciding to go to their house (my favorite ORAAAANGE HOUSE <3) We didn't have much to do, so we just goofed around, took pictures, did a lot of talking, slept a bit and ate! hahaha. I was there til 7:30 pm and now I'm here LOL. She could have been right here standing next to me but her dad didn't let her sleep here, how saaad :( Oh well.

Had a great day though, I enjoyed it :)

Few pictures taken at Joe's:

Lol.

What? hahaha.

=p

Information Technology

2008-04-18T14:14:00.000-07:00

Just got home from school and I am soooooo not in my best mood as of the moment, but see I managed to bring myself to update this blog: TO BURST OUT MY DISAPPOINTMENT!

See, we had this proficiency exam in one of our minor subjects, I.T. Once you pass it, you'll not gonna take the course for the summer class, in short, EXEMPTED. I was so disappointed in myself, the way I see it, got a slim chance from passing it. I didn't do that well. Graaaabe! And the proctor just kept on putting too much pressure on me, "o bilis na, gutom na ako, sobra na yan" what the?!!?!?! It wasn't even our fault that the power went off for a while in the middle of the exam and we had to acquire new exam id's again!!! It's just soooooo soooo ugggh! I hate how it all went. But I'm still hoping, really hoping to pass, HOPING---I don't know, just to brush off my frustration. I badly want to pass it, I hate the subject so much. Soooo not interested in it.

So God help me. It's all up to YOU.

LONG ENTRY: DONE BEING A FAN

2008-04-17T21:48:00.000-07:00

WOOOW. I told ya, im gonna fix this. Actually, I just finished, it took me 3 hours fellas, hahaha! By the time I got home, the thought to continue fixing my blog hit me right away, so there.

I edited my links and removed my inactive chatango. Quite a change? But but but, ORANGE still remained, hahaha, FEAST for my two eyes! Got a new header, of course made by me, replaced the one that had a SINGING YAEL on it, speaking of which, I must say, SPONGECOLA doesn't make that much impact to my life anymore. Got sick and tired of waiting for them to have a concert here in ZC, waited for God alone knows. It's just so disappointing. I mean, a number of famous local bands have been here for concerts, zup with them? Not much of a concern to me anymore, I'm done being labelled as a "Yael/Spongecola fan". One spongecola fan down, who gives a damn about it? It won't even make any difference. Riiight?!

Anyway, anyway, on a totally different subject, I got 4 return demonstrations done for my R.L.E. , whew, quite an accomplish, hahaha! aaaaand 13 more to go, haha. The 1st demo was the handwashing that was performed last tuesday, got only 8/10, I messed up a bit, i mean, a CI sitting a few inches from me, observing and listening to my blabbers about the things im doing was enough to give me goosebumps, HAHA. Then we did the bedmaking (open bed, close bed and surgical bed) for today. Supposedly, those procedures will be performed on Monday, instead our oh-so-ever-WISE-clinical instructor asked us to perform them now . Got a score of 9-9-8. Last night was funny, I was driven by desperation while practicing the BEDMAKING that it made me go to my cousin's house to ask for help, then another problem came, same thing that happened to me, she forgot how it should be done too. So we went to Tetuan for Nes' (my new found friend) help, a nursing graduate. She's actually my cousin's friend. It was sooooo nice of her to teach us, such a sweetie. :) We owe her a lot, haha. Then I got home at 9pm, but it was all worth it, i enjoyed too :)

PICTURES TAKEN TODAY:

This is how my soooooooooooooooo plain RLE uniform looks like:

ATTEMPTS FOR THE HEADER PICTURE, HAHAH!

What's this supposed to mean?! A lotion!? haha. C'mon.

Yeah well....

Stars added.

What 'rya lookin at?

? hahah!

A big ha-ha! Behind the HEADER MAKING! HAHAHAHAHA! WhatEVER!

Okay, my butt's starting to ache from sitting, LOL. Gotta go. Til next time! :)

MISSING HIM AND IT TERRIBLY

2008-04-14T03:29:00.000-07:00

oh crap, i so miss updating here! really. i wanna fix this soon. start a new life na naman eh? haha.

basta basta basta bubuhayin ko to ulit, namiss ko to MEGA SUPER!

Right now kasi, my plate's too full. SUMMER CLASSES eh. Today's the first day of classes by the way.

I'll get back to this as soon as I can.

:)

oooooh i am missing my brother so much! This picture was taken an hour before he left for Jolo last Saturday.

2007-01-20T14:49:00.000-08:00

I know I know, I've been neglecting this blog na naman for the past month. Sorry for that! Haven't even had the chance to greet you guys a happy new year here! So there, forgive me if it's really late! Obviously, this is my first post for the New Year and I am glad that I have at least one post for this month, eh for sure I won't be updating na naman for the next remaining days of January, busy eh! I spent my christmas vacation in Jolo, had a great time there, though the signal was so grrr!

Few happenings of this month:

Jan 3-classes resumed.
Jan 12-had my oral defense for my research paper. (it was scary!)
Jan 15-Executive Organizer mga taktakera! You know who you are guys.
Jan 17-NCAE (National Career Assesment Examination) It went fine. Our examiner was a bit annoying. I also discovered my true 2nd quarter grade in Trigonometry.
Jan 19-1st day of exams! We first took up Science, not too bad, then Filipino, okay din and lastly Computer, don't wanna talk about it, grr! Our exams will resume on Monday.

I am supposed to be studying now, but what am I doing?! Hahah! UPDATING. And wait, before I end this entry, I wanna let you guys know about my latest addiction! PS2: GUITAR HERO !

I so so love this game. You'll forget all your problems, trust me! :) Bye people!

STUPEFIED

2006-11-20T18:18:00.000-08:00

HEY PEOPLE! I'm really updating! hahaha!

Just this afternoon, during our english literature class, in my sleepy, confused state, my mind started thinking useless things, things that didn't have the power to change any situation that happened earlier.

I was there, seated in the back row, falsely focusing on the poem that needed to be memorized, giving my professor a kind of face that suggested "I'm thinking hard, begging you not to call me!". Suddenly, I heard my name being called. So unprepared, I stood up, hesitating a bit to go to the front, my mind kept on reminding me the fear and the embarassment I would possibly feel in front of my classmates, so without a second thought, I chose not to recite the poem, and disdainfully accepted the fact that I'd be getting a 0 in recitation.

Had the chance to memorize the poem, but it was my laziness that held me from doing it. I know I shouldn't have let it take control. What the heck, my life is just so full of regrets! Let me reflect on this my friends, I have to go now.

;'(

STILL ALIVE

2006-11-19T15:57:00.000-08:00

WOOOOOW, yeah I know guys. It's been like forever since I've updated, ha-ha! You can say, I fell in love with my multiply site, but I haven't forgotten about this blog! No waaaaaay. Watched Manny's fight with Morales a while ago. Wooohhoooo, galing! CONGRATULATIONS! You are really something!

Uhmm, hey, gotta go. This is just a quick update, letting you guys know that this blog is still breathing. I still have many things to do. Researchhhhhhhhhhhh paperrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!! UGGGGGGGGGGH.

2006-07-17T02:51:00.000-07:00

He'd Rather Be GREEN Than Be BLUE

Panggago! >;

Lines that really caught me:

"Di gaya ng iba, saksak lang ng saksak, pagdating sa basketball wala namang binatbat?"
>Who's walang binatbat now?

"Huwag kang magtataka kung bakit binaril si Rizal. Eh bakit nga ba? Atenista kasi eh."
>Hey guys, see how special he is in every filipino's heart?

Can I give a "WHATEVER?"-comment on that video?

GO ATENEO! wooohooo. Supportive daw o.

2006-06-14T12:39:00.000-07:00

Whoeoeeow (READ IT!) .Haii Finally. Well, Manila was fun, hella FUN. Just got here last friday and I wasn't able to update this right away. We were supposed to be in Manila on May 31 but we were late, we didn't catch the flight, how is that? Hahaha, loooong story. Sobrang asar. Instead, we left on June 1. A lot of things happened while we were on vacation, I got even closer with my cousin, Ahmros this time. Though, sometimes she acts like a child, I still love that monching (she really looks like Monching (ex-husband ni Lot2x) hahaha! "O, pag mawawala ka sa mall, yung description na ibibgay sayo is "may kulot na nawawala, magkahawig kay Monching, naka white long sleeves at amoy TAE" hahah, she laughs her butt off everytime I say that! She's in her 1st yr. now.

She opened up a conversation with me out of the blue.

HER: "Nga pala, nagtake ako sa MC, pasado naman."
ME: "O bat di ka tumuloy dun?"
HER: "Ah wag na, kaasar mga yun. Sobrang aarte nila, masama pa ugali."
ME: "Hahah, Ganun ba? Eh bakit naman?"
HER: "Basta."

Then the conversation faded.

Fast forward to the 9th of June, we left Manila at 5 in the morning. Sobrang namiss ko na mga yun. Really. I had fun. Sa uulitin guys! :) Tita Allyn, Ate Jewel and Kuya Juraj, thanks din sa inyo! We really enjoyed conversing with you and all. Ang saya niyo :) The cookies were yummy.

Pictures will soon be uploaded.

SCHOOL [Edited=06/15/06]

Great. While, some students here in Zamboanga are banging their heads on solving math equations, we were just having a rest, waiting for the 26th of June to come, tagal pa eh noh? It's okay, more time to chiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiill, yeah a long chill. Record na ata to sa Phil., pinakamatagal na pasukan:ADZU HS! Pero I don't know, why can't I feel any thrill and excitement? even if I know that I have to be because we'll be transferring to a new location, well that doesn't bother me at all. WEIRD.

Oh yeah, I had fun last night chatting and texting with Cathleen Navata (one of my bestfriends back in elementary days) Finally, nagparamdam na din after (3 yrs?) Eh ayun sobrang saya, jusko, one tree hill freak din! A lot of stories were told, aliw na aliw kame :) Eh we slept at 2 in the morning na, hehe. I missed you! :(

2006-05-26T23:07:00.001-07:00

Enrollment day, I wasn't able to go to school and so my mom would enroll me tomorrow. Anyway, we went to Penhaus, I bought Jane Austen's Pride and Prejudice since I finished reading the Message in a Bottle, speaking of which, the first few chapters were really intruiging but as I went through I wasn't liking the story na, I didn't like how it ended but I'm still gonna watch the movie. Afterward, we went to Golden Bell because my cousin had to buy school supplies pa then we headed to KFC, I saw Allen Norbe Nahudan (my former schoolmate/crush) with his friends there, it has been 3 years since I last saw him. He has grown taller, well what can I say? Varsity basketball player eh.

Now what?

Oh by the way, the plan is already settled. Mama has finally decided and we're leaving for Manila on May 31, so that would be on Wednesday and we'll be back on June 9.

ADVANCE HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NATTASHA (MAY 26) AND TO CHICKLET (MAY 27)!!! "SWEAT LABENG ANEM" haha! =P

2006-05-23T00:21:00.000-07:00

I woke up at 5:30 am I guess, cos I had to pray. Then I slept again. Last night was tough, I couldn't get myself to sleep agad, maybe because I spent 3 hours from sleeping nung afternoon. My mom arrived from Jolo this morning, I thought papa was with her. See, he called me up saying na they arrived na with mama and they were eating sa Jollibee, yun pala he was joking lang, haha! Oh well, I kinda didn't like how I reacted kanina when my mom said na I might can't go with them punta Manila after my sister's board exam which will be on June 12 and classes will resume on June 13 (positive!). We thought kasi sa July pa, cos the new school isn't finish yet. Eh ayun, my mom said na if I want daw, I'll be absent muna for 7 days, HUH? No way! She hasn't decided yet kung ano talaga. I'll wait and see na lang and I hope I would end up jumping for joy.

Anyway, I'm reading the novel "Message in a bottle", bought it like 3 months ago, I just got my free hands on it with interest yesterday. It's beautiful, I'm already in chapter 7. I didn't know na it has a movie pala, now that's better! I'm planning to watch the movie after reading the book. The movie was released 7 years ago. I wasn't aware of that until yesterday, my kuya informed me. Anyway, lets see, I was 9 years old pa when that movie was released, eh I wasn't interested watching "romance movie" at that age, haha! Well, that explains! =D

Ok then, I'm outta here! Thanks to the people who dropped by! =)

2006-05-20T14:21:00.000-07:00

I'M BACK!

I have decided to give this blog its life again.

Multiply doesn't satisfy me.

It bores me.

And my account there has gone pretty stale.

...What what What?...

Well, I watched game ka na ba, cos' as announced last night Spongecola will sing there. Yael, my amante, looked gorgeous. They sang Jeepney. I could see the look on Kris' face, haha! As usual, she did the "oh-and-hows-the-blah1000x?" after they sang.

Spongecola has the highest text votes. Keep voting guys! Woo, can't wait til' June 6. MMA's award.

Text:
MMA 4
or
MMA 10
or
MMA 18
or
MMA 65
send to 2366.

I really am taking this seriously, haha!

2006-02-27T19:15:00.000-08:00

I just got home. I bought a black iPOD nano 4gb na, just a while ago after school. Finally, wohooo! HAPEEEEEEEEEE.. Lalalalalalalala.. I'm currently charging it. :)

2006-02-18T23:48:00.001-08:00

Prom was super fun. I enjoyed it a lot. I thought it would be dull and everything but it turned out fine. PROM PICTURES TO BE UPLOADED SOON. I'll edit this entry later, I really need to go now.

2006-02-09T16:30:00.001-08:00

I can't believe I'm home from school so early, I usually arrived late. Oh well, we recently had our prom practice at the MPCC. We danced cha cha with our partners, fun? kinda. I'm not really excited for this prom thing, really. Maybe because I didn't expect that I'll be paired with someone I can't even talk to. Too boring for me. Oh and here's the good news, my little brother arrived na with my tita. Yey! :) I just missed him so. He always gives me happiness, even if I'm in the middle of solving a huge problem. Just his mere presence, makes me smile ALL THE TIME. He's so talkative na, I was surprised when he pronounced my name correctly. He now knows how to spell boy, cat & dog and he spells them adorably. So cute, hehe :) I taught him long ago how to speak parcel tongue, like Harry Potter. Then he would say "ssssassssiiissaasa" hahaha! Silly me =p

Some words that he knows..

Shark=Shakkk
Turtle=Tertol
Swordfish=Sohpish
Butterfly fish=Bahtehply fish
Octopus=Opupus
Seahorse=Sih'orse
Eel=ewol
Take care=tek ker
Love you=wabbu
Mcdonald=dudunald

He also knows how to count 1-10 :)

Aww, Fadlan. I just love this 2-year-old-kid ;)

2006-02-06T19:02:00.000-08:00

I'm just in the mood to update. Okay, today was a fine day. We had the usual assembly kanina, tas we (4th and 3rd yr students) had to go to MPCC for the pairing for the upcoming prom. We got paired with realino and borgia males. It was fun, really! Diba fhat? We kept on laughing. I got paired with Rowell Avanzado, a borgian. We just walked around the MPCC with our partners. Malabo pagpapakilala sa akin ni Rowell, I just found out his name sa pinsan ko na classmate niya. Prom practice saved us, because of that we didn't have our geom exam and religion class. Father just left our already-checked-lecture notebooks at the table and finally I got what I wanted for so long: To get 15 points!!! Great. We might have the geom exam tomorrow, goodluck to me! I promised myself to do well this quarter, you know. Hayy, hopefully I would:) My parents and fadlan will be here on thursday, I can't wait to see them. I Miss them na eh :(

The stampede that happened sa ULTRA, well, I felt sorry for them, really. They were happy that time, eager to see celebrities and to win MONEY but what happened? An unexpected horror came. 79 people died over a noon time show. Let's face it, many Filipinos are suffering from chronic poverty. That event was so TRAGIC :/

Anyway, I have a crush on Orlando Bloom, it started last night, when I watched Oprah. Hayy..

He's almost perfect! ;) Forgive me Chad, but you're fading babe :D

2006-02-03T13:15:00.000-08:00

It's so nice to be back. The computer is now okay, thank God! I miss blogging and all. The Choral competition nung Feb. 1 was great, we won 3rd place & that was unbelievable, hahaha! We are all thankful talaga. Colombiere was the 1st placer then berchmans 2nd placer. The rest did great performances naman. Sa 4th yr level yung matindi, many of them cried. Pignatelli won 1st place then Ogilvie got the 2nd place. Honestly, Ogilvie did a really really great job. They went beyond the expected. I have never seen like that before. If I'm not mistaken, it's their 1st time to lose. Okay enough with the choral. Me & Orfhat planned to go to school at 9am kanina since 1st friday ngayon. We didn't want to attend the mass kasi. BAD. It was recess time when I arrived, ain't that a good timing? We only had 3 subjects left to attend. My english composition teacher told me in front of the class that my works, writings and penmanship remind her of her higschool friend. I was shocked by that, hehe! We don't have a class this afternoon nga pala. Yey! :) Oh a while ago, I was seated beside my psycho-crush. I felt really funny, haha. When he sang the gemini (which actually one of my fave songs) I secretly laughed tas he looked at me. I didn't look back, but I sensed that he knew I was laughing tas he stopped singing, hahaha! And boy, he knows I love spongecola basta I won't go into details na. I wonder how he knew that. We don't talk that much naman eh. Hayy, he made my day ;D

I am loving the song "In a rush" by BLACKSTREET. [I'm missing someone] These are the lines I love:

It came over me in a rush
when i realized that i love you so much
that sometimes i cry
but i cant tell you why
why i feel what i feel inside

Everytime I listen to this song, that "SOMEONE" instantly appears in my mind and tears start to fall down my cheeks coz the PAIN still exists. I miss him :'(

2006-01-27T20:37:00.001-08:00

I've been so busy these past few days, we've been leaving the school at 6pm, practice for our choral recitation this coming wednesday, kaya I got no time to update this kasi nga rest agad tas we have homeworks to do din. Practices were so tiring. Really. Ivy, pls quit shouting "BEND! BEND! BEND!" hahaha. My left elbow hurts :( I went to school at 5 am for our practice today. Sobrang dilim pa when I got off sa house, hehe. When I arrived I saw Em walking, she accompanied me muna papuntang gate before she left, may kukunin ata siya sa house nila. As I walked down the deserted hall ALONE, I felt a tinge of fear. The school was so dark & cold. Tumaas nga balahibo ko eh. Tas I saw them na sa brebeuf gym, lima pa lang sila. You see, Ivy made a deal yesterday, whoever gets to school 1st, bibigyan niya ng 1k and Husam got it. He was there 3 am pa, helloo? hehe. Anyway, there was a squabble sa gonzaga kanina. Ma'am Tere reprimanded us like hell, never saw her act like that before, soo scary. Hay, basta.. about sa practice and all. But thank God, gonzaga is calm now. Bati na, ayos na, i-smooth na, haha =p. Yey, 1 more stanza to go and we're done. We're not aiming to win naman :) It's all in God's hands. Effort, effort, effort.. Results of my exams are all good, I got 88 sa literature, highest is 89 si Tin2x. Wee.. We have a new seat plan since it's 4th quarter na, bye Tey! =p you've been such a nice seatmate to me, I enjoyed our stickness together, hahaha & yeah hello Kenneth (the math wizard in our class). Hay, I hope I'll do good this quarter. That's all for now, buhbye. ;/

2006-01-21T18:26:00.001-08:00

Finally, exams are over. REST REST REST. Bye for now coffees, hahaha! Don't worry, I'll be drinking you next quarter. Coffee has been a big help to me. I just love this feeling, temporarily trashing my school stuff, haha! A TEMPORARY JOY. Geom was, AS USUAL so hard. I might fail & that's for sure. I'm kinda worried. Literature was the easiest exam for me, I answered it smoothly, religion as well. My parents will arrive here on monday, so excited!* pasalubongz, you know. I'm currently chatting with orfhat, este DOODLING, hehe, ang saya! We're getting crazy over this ym environment, we're drawing stupid stuff yet so hilarious! Hahaha! Diba diba diba? Langaw? Sale? Fairy?

lalalalalalaaa.... If I was a ______.

Hehehe, update this nextime. Bye for now ;/

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I've been victimized by moneh, so okay. Here goes.

1. The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different descriptions of their perfect lover.
2. He/she needs to mention the sex/gender of their perfect lover.
3. He/she must tag 8 more people to join this game and leave a comment on their comments saying they've been tagged.
4. If tagged a second time, there's no need to post again.

My Perfect Lover?

1.) Firstly, SMART guy.
2.) God-fearing.
3.) Has a sense of humor, who can talk about anything under the sun with me.
4.) Gentleman, he MUST.
5.) Conservative
6.) well-groomed.
7.) has a passion for MUSIC!
8.) loves reading books like Yael, haha!

Orfhat, Therese, Nina, yam, andrea, ceejoy, audrey & cheenee. You're next!

2006-01-15T18:30:00.000-08:00

I officially love writing. Yeah. Even if I always get frustated and all, I still love it. Know why? because you state out the things that are bothering you and your brain becomes relaxed. PULL out your thoughts don't keep them coz they won't stay in your mind permanently. Free your mind, it'll make you feel good. I admit, I'm not really productive when it comes to writing, I get so worried with my grammars/spellings and it's a nice feeling cos next thing you know, you're striving hard to develop your writing skills. Are you familiar with the word "plagiarism"? It is using others' ideas and words without clearly acknowledging the source of that information, some of you out there has done that thing. I have done that too. There are countless of people who have done that, teachers do too. The question is, how can you avoid doing such practice?

Too serious. I'm just bothering your minds guys.

I'm all alone now in our house, they all went to the 'uncivilized place'. I opted not to go with them cos I have 2 undone projects that are due at the same date. I cried for not going with them, I get too emotional when it comes to my family, it's my weakness. My parents will be leaving for Manila tomorrow, they'll be one week gone and I'll surely miss them. My papa is planning to watch the Jason Mraz's concert (lucky), he's not too sure, still on the process of PLANNING. He just really loves acoustic songs. I chatted with Melro recently, I asked her about spongecola's site, she said they're still in the process of fixing it and they had to change it because their contract with the webmaster has expired. They're hoping to make the site even better, looking forward to it :) She told me that she, Ate jewel & Armo had a lunch together on thursday (Lucky Jewel) *jealous * haha! And crap, I wasn't able to watch spongecola play on SOP a while ago, I just knew it from Mel. Anyway, we didn't really chat for too long because she was updating the sponge band's profile that they'll send to potential sponsors and stuff. That's all for now folks, I still need to finish my projects. BYE.

-I updated my survey blog, check it out!

2006-01-14T21:55:00.000-08:00

My parents are here na, wohoo! I didn't know na ngayon yung dating nila. I'm happy to see them, well who wouldn't? I just missed them so. I slept at 2am while watching this spelling bee contest on tv. NEW WORDS, NEW WORDS, NEW WORDS. Ang hihirap. Anyway I made a survey blog out of boredom, hehehe. Check mo. I just love how the colors combine. So now I have 2 blogs in my blogger account, saya :) Orfhat made a header for me NA NAMAN. I so like it. Thanks!* alabyu.

Nice diba? :D I still don't know when will I use this. Basta SOON.

2006-01-13T20:21:00.001-08:00

My day wasn't really good. I hate it. Especially nung lunch time, fu*k. So self-centered! >:-/ Buti na lang my patience that time were this loooooooooooonnnnnnnnnggggggggg. PAGBIGYAN, yeah. Finally, nagamit ko na yung header. I just changed it a bit. Thanks again fhat! Anyway, it's good for him, na ganun nga, lam mo na. Tss, waster. He's good-for-nothing kaya he deserves that. I visited spongecola's site recently, and ngek, what happened!? Sana it'll be back as good as it was before, haay NO UPDATES muna kung ganon, so sad. I'm currently chatting with Therese now, HELLO jureez! :) We're talking a lots of stuff. Hayy, I awkwardly miss my parents. I hope they'll be here soon. Exams are fast approaching. I have a huge problem in geometry, as in HUGE HUGE. I don't know what to do, I hate proving statements/theorems! I get totally blank when it comes to that. My brain needs to be sharpened before geom exam. OH I HATE GEOMETRY!!! aaaahhhhggg. Well, almost all of us naman eh are failing na sa geom and the chance left is the upcoming exam, kailangan bumawi, pero MALABO NA. Tss. I'll surely fail and I'll accept that. Update this next time. Bye :/

2006-01-12T21:40:00.000-08:00

It's Gonzaga's recollection today. It was held sa school AVR lang. It's not fair nga eh coz the previous 3rd yr. students held it somewhere outside the school. We started it with a music video for prayer, the song was meaningful but I forgot the title. Ma'am Rasonable was the facilitator/speaker (our english teacher last school year). She distributed a chart of smilies (showing diff. emotions) to us, then we did a puzzle, it was fun and Orfhat was the first who got 30 searched words agad, ang bilis. Tas krizia, orfhat & I stayed in the room the whole recess time, they were playing this trap-me-with-your-coins-when-its-your-turn GAME, I don't really know the name of the game, bear with me please, hehe. We had a film viewing after the break, entitled BILLY ELLIOT (British film). It was great, it tells the story of a boy who just wants to ballet-dance, acted by Jamie Bell. SIMPLY ELECTRIC! They were so fond of saying "FUCK-OFF!" "BLOODY HELL" "ME DADY" I liked the tone, haha! Irish-accent. Then we wrote the things that we wanna do NOW, LATER, TOMORROW, NEXT WEEK, NEXT MONTH, NEXT YEAR and FOR THE REST OF OUR LIVES in a recycled paper, I wasn't quite sure sa iba kong sinulat, hihi. We were dismissed mga 12, and we needed to be back mga 1:15 pm. We had our lunch at Ivy's house, "IVY, ANSARAP NG TUNA MO!" haha! Tas naghalungkat kami sa room niya, I like her room. So cute. Tas we arrived 15 minutes late sa school. It was okay naman coz we didn't get ourselves to the OSS. Tas we were asked to write a letter to ourselves, a letter that we'll read all over again 60 years from now, probably when we are about to die. I find it weird. Well, I can say that morning session was more interesting compared sa afternoon. It was all good actually.

* I changed my header na naman. I was supposed to use this one: [made by orfhat, THANKS A BUCKET!:)]

How I really want to change my header to this! Grr. Pero hindi pwede because of its size. If I try to change it sa photobucket to 25% eh super liit naman. I tried to change it sa paint but it didn't work. Basta thanks talaga fhat, it's so beautiful. I love it :)

2006-01-10T22:14:00.000-08:00

I've been acting unnatural lately, effect for having so many problems. I'M NOT OKAY. I don't know how long will I be acting like this, it's awful. I slept at 2 am & I didn't get enough sleep. I woke up at 6 am for the prayer, held at the next house. I failed to participate sa preachings coz I was sleeping! That's a SIN, hmm. By the time we finished the prayer, I directly went to our house, and SLEEEEEPPPPPPPTTTTT for hours! I woke up at 12+, I was kinda alarmed "PATAY! GAME KA NA BA!" so yun, I didn't think twice, I turned on the TV agad! Thank God, I was able to catch the show, sakto pa nga eh coz si Yael agad nakita ko, just in time. Anyway, he lost the game and that's fine cos he won 100,000 naman eh. In the afternoon we went to our tito's place "KAINAN" yeah, I was with my cousins. I yawned for like hundred times, I didn't feel like attending the party that time. Oh classes tomorrow! Grr. I'm hot, I mean it literally. I'm not feeling well, got colds, ICK. Hayy, I need to get up early na naman, I hafte go guys. Good evening ya'll! :)

2006-01-10T01:45:00.003-08:00

JUST HIM.

It's my 1st time to make a header, wooh. PROUD, haha! After a long wait. I made it nung sunday night.

Yeah, it's Yael. I find it unclear, so I decided to change it na lang in to white, AS YOU CAN SEE.

MY MUSIC, kasi he's the one who puts a tone/sound in my 2 ears, so well that I got so addicted to him. Labo, haha! Ako lang nakakaintindi sa kabaduyan ko :D YAEL YRAZ, Yraz for Yraztorza, his middle name :) From MY MUSIC I changed it to MY LIFE, cos you see there's no life within me without him eh, his presence just keeps me alive & happy, unexplainable yung feeling eh. Yung EXCITEMENT, when I watch him on T.V or by merely listening to his songs. Sa mga previous idols ko, ibang-iba si Yael. Honestly, I never felt like this before. Tameme pare, TAMEME, haha! Anyway, I was able to watch him play sa game ka na ba kanina. He always mutters when he's inside the mini library na, he's so CUTE!* :) Hopefully hindi niya muna makuha yung 1 million but still remains unbeaten, para I can see him more, selfish reason? haha! I can't wait to watch the show later. Geez.

It's almost 2 am and I'm not yet sleepy. Ayos coz no classes later! ;/ I'm starting to hate school, GEOMETRY & (masakit man sabihin) ~~LITERATURE~~. Yael, help! Haha, oh man I think my stupidity is beginning to pop, haha! Gotta leave now ;D

2006-01-07T22:18:00.000-08:00

I woke up at 12:20 pm dahil sa sigaw ng kuya ko "dedeng, telephone, si orfhat!" tas yun, I got up na. If it weren't for orfhat eh hindi ko na makikita si yael ng play sa Game ka na ba. Ayos talaga, saya nga ng umaga ko este hapon na pala yun, haha!* Yael was so cute, galing niya . But half of the show na lang nakita ko, buti nga naabutan ko pa siya eh. Tas after the show, I went back to my room to get my fone "6 messages", pero the messages were almost the same "Deng, manood ka game ka na ba, si yael!" "Your honey is playing sa game ka na ba" ETC. nakakatuwa nga eh, kasi they remembered me when they saw yael on TV, ayos yun diba? hahah!I need to be here early on monday lunch time to watch the show. Haay, YAEL, YAEL, YAEL . Today is my kuya's birthday celebration din pala, supposedly sa 9 but my mom needs to be in Jolo before 9 so they moved the b-day celebration today. It was an okay-party naman, a lot of people came including Orfhat, hehe! Thank you nga pala for coming!:)

Oh how could I ever forget the good news, bout my x-ray exmanition. I'm good, nothing's wrong with my right shoulder and now I'm relieved, relaxed and have a peace of mind, NO WORRIES!:) Eh kagabi pa ako hindi mapakali sa result eh, but now, I'm so happy! Thank you God!:):) It's time for me to go now, bye humans!*

"HE sings for me"

2006-01-06T21:43:00.000-08:00

First friday today so we had a mass kanina. I went late pa, eh I failed to submit my pass it-before 7:30 am-assignment. 2 homeworks na namiss ko, bat dapat ganun pa? tss . We went to AVR for our MSA meeting, we had a film viewing entitled "The truth of Life of this world", it was really nice. It'll make you realize so many things, warn you and wake you up. Tas natapos around 10am, the subjects left for us to attend were religion, compo & prac arts. Ayos lang lahat, si father panay pa rin pag papatawa sa amin, hehe! Tas we didn't have any classes sa afternoon. I had my check up and fadlan as well, afterwards I had an x-ray examination sa upper right shoulder ko. The x-ray room looks very eerie , I hate it, bukas pa makukuha yung result! Tas we went to myrna's (to buy parchment paper, haha! JOKE ) para sa cake ni egong for tomorrow. Then I asked my mom na dumaan muna kami sa penhaus, I bought parchment paper & a book by nicholas sparks "Message in the bottle". I heard na maganda eh. Then we went to the mall and had grocery shopping tas we fetched my sis and bros. w/ nafe sa school. Then we headed sa jollibee to drop fadlan, my sis and tita. Then nauna na sina mama umuwi, tas we dropped nafe sa putik. Yeah, ang dami naming pinuntahan & I was still in my gala uniform, haha! Then umuwi na kami, that's how it ended.

2006-01-04T19:08:00.002-08:00

Yey, I finally got my passport, ayos!:) Someone has sent me a message sa chatango "anon1 (06:00:45 PM): ano masasabi mo dun sa nagquestion kay saab na ''73 thamaladroit and crazychick is trying to imitate you, though may pagka originality din silang dalawa!" yeah, really great. A SHIT-TALKER to the max, ATLEAST I know who that person is. Sino pa ba? tsk, too bad. She's desperate to get an attention from isabella, trying hard to be a reporter, hindi naman tumutugma mga tae niya dun. Wala ka na ba ibang magawa kung hindi mag spill ng shits mo?! STOP IT! Tas mag-rereport ka na lang, mali-mali pa, I guess you meant to say "May PAGKA original silang dalawa" not ~~"may PAGKA originality silang dalawa"~~ originality is a noun stupid. Hay, I'm not supposed to consume my time on this, SELF-CONTROL na lang. Kanina on the way home, my papa suddenly muttered the plate # of my crush's mom. Tas I was like "lam ko kung kaninong plate # un ah", nasa front lang pala namin yung car. It's too weird, out of boredom siguro kaya nasabi niya yun, hehe! Afterwards nagdrive thru kami sa Jollibee, ayun lumamon ako ng beef cheezy fries, YUM! Anyway, school's fine, we'll be having a quiz on religion tomorrow. Goodluck to me! Better end it here, adieus!Ü

2006-01-03T19:53:00.000-08:00

I suffered from dysmenorrhea around 4 am , imagine? It was too painful that I can hardly stand up! I couldn't go back to sleep because of the affliction , it sucked big time. Then I took the pills placed on my ate's closet, I brushed off my fear on going to the dark kitchen to get a water. I just slept for a couple of minutes and had to get up for school, AWKWARD, it is.

SCHOOL

I went to school late, I failed to attend the flag ceremony, but that was totally fine. When I got to our room, BALUUUCA wasn't there yet, GREAT. I was just in perfect time. Father Chambers moved the quiz to Thursday and it made my day . Chem was fine, we had a quiz, formulae shits. I secretly removed maam's I.D. when she was in front of us, hehe. BAD. I decided to return it to her by the time she'll dismiss us, but HEY I disremembered. Dismissal came and when I got near the faculty work room, my classmates then told me that maam was getting crazy finding her I.D. and that she was starting to suspect Steven, haha! See the mess I made? When I entered the Faculty, she was nowhere to be found. So I just waited and waited and waited.....FOR NOTHING. So I decided to just leave it to Sir Ishrak. When I was on my way to the benches, Em called me, then I looked back and suddenly maam appeared in flash, I ran toward her and told my not-so-funny-thing-to-do-ACT. She laughed . Tas we ate at greenwhich w/ my mom, dad, taks & egong. To sum it all up, my day was great!

2006-01-01T01:20:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE OF THE WORLD!

[my 1st post in the year 2006]

I had so much fun. Mas masaya this time compared last year. Fireworks were great! Ang gaganda. As usual, I JUMPED, like 10 times? hahaha! Nakakatawa yung pinsan ko nung nagpaputok siya, hindi steady pataas yung baby rocket tas the bottle accidentally fell down, eh napunta sa kabilang bahay tas nagpocket sa roof ng car ng isa pa naming neighbor, only God knows what would happen if pumutok yun, buti hindi. Masaya yung fountain, haha! Ang gugulo namin, superrr! Basta the fireworks were all good. Sadly, my fone's cam is cracked up. I can't take pictures! I might upload the video in my multiply taken by Fellina recently, hehe! Til' here, bye guys!

"An optimist stays up until midnight to see the New Year in. A pessimist stays up to make sure the old year leaves."

- Bill Vaughan

2005-12-30T22:27:00.000-08:00

Yesterday...
My ate cut my hair and it doesn't look nice. Ginawan niya ako ng bangs & I hate bangs. Pero ayos lang, my mom liked it naman, I don't know bout her taste, haha! I did a lot of cooking today, my aunt taught me to cook polvoron. YUM . Then mercs taught me to cook RICE, yeah R-I-C-E. I know it's a shame coz ngayon lang ako natuto and I'm so proud of myself, hehe! Cheers to me! :)

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We went to Rikki Lim with my bro, ate, mom and cousin to get the pics of fadlan and blessy then we went to GB to buy stuff then we had grocery shopping at BW. It was so tiring, I was the one pushing the cart pa. Crowded pa masyado yung place, well what did I expect? Then egong and nafe arrived. Tas umuwi na muna kami, iniwan lang yung cart sa guard kasi babalik pa. Pero hindi na ako sumama pabalik, I was so tired then. Tas mga 1 am nagpaputok ng magical shots kuya ko sa balcony, hahaha! gago nga eh coz he might awake the neighbors. It was cool, ang pretty ng colors :) I'm so excited na sa mga fireworks! Cge I have to go folks. Adv. happy new year to everyone!*

2005-12-23T18:56:00.003-08:00

RUDENESS

My mom and my bro left for Jolo yesterday, they might be back on Sunday. Well, they MUST cos they need to be here for JT's birthday otherwise that cuckoo brother of mine will get angry, haha! I'm so bored that I'm boring everyone around here. Anyway, we (my aunts & cousins) watched King Kong last tuesday. It was great, the greatest film I have ever watched so far. Non-stop actions! I was seated beside my aunt, she often screamed then I was like "my aunt is going wacky over this heartshaped-nose-monkey!" hahaha! How about Adrien Brody's nose? People always refer to it as a long beak, how is that to your ear? hahahah! Whenever I see Adrien's big jew nose, it scares the hell out of me. I mean, I've never seen such nose before I knew him.

BE AMAZED.

But hey, admit it, he's hot if you get over the nose, right? or just simply look at him straight to the face. Just don't dare looking at him in side view if you don't want to freak out! hahah. Just a thought, what if he kisses or kinda nuzzle a woman's cheek, would his nose bend? hahah! Forgive me God. Oh crap, whatta foolish entry. TC ya'll! :)

2005-12-17T05:52:00.000-08:00

NO TO FAVORITISMS!

Do you believe that parents love their children equally? I DON'T, if you ask me so. You cannot love your children alike, right? That would be an impossible situation. I remember when I was a kid, I annoyed my parents by insisting on that. Many parents say that they see their children all alike, love them all alike and feel they are all equal. But that is just not the way life is. How can a parent say that favoritism doesn't exist, when in life favoritism exists everywhere we look?

Oh how I love to tell my story regarding this shit parental favoritism. My mind tells me not to, cos it's a stupid idea. I better end it here. TC ya'll.

2005-12-16T05:58:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MOM! LOVE HER SO MUCH. Wohoo! I can feel the air of vacation.

2005-11-28T11:51:00.000-08:00

BITCHY GYPSYIES

I went to my cuz's house at 8 am, then we went shopping with her mother. After shopping, I decided to stay in their house til 6 pm, we went together sa school for our Highschool night, we should be in GYPSY ATTIRE, imagine? haha! Our tita had us experimented with her skills in putting kaek-ekan sa ulo. It didn't satisfy us, & we hated how we look. So when we got there sa school, we proceeded right away sa gs CR to remove what's on our head, then we used scarfs instead. Then ayun, I saw Inna first then orfhat & cybill. We had fun during the program, ofcourse! although I had my period that time, ayos lang.

Here are some nakaw pics (from inna's dcam)

Gonzaga, goin' wild, hehe! Cge mai, hataw!

Half of me & Inna.

Cybill, me & orfhat(?). Inna took this one.

Hannah, Kring, Sitti & me. Fuch, stolen.

JB & Hannah, Gonzaga's representatives. Sobra sigawan namin jan.

Inna, Cybill, Me & Orfhat. This pic was taken by cyb's hubby.

That's all for now, thanx ins! :)

2005-11-27T08:48:00.000-08:00

Last night was a blast, ang saya. Nursing won in cheer dancing contest and BM in modern dancing. Pictures here, some of the captions made me laugh, inna gago! haha! :/

I'm bored now, kaya I just answered a survey...

1.) Do you have any phobias?
- I have a big fear about not being able to breathe. If I'm under water for any length of time I start freaking out.

2.) If you could have any superpower, which one would you have?
- The power to be able to turn into different people. I'd love to flit from person to person---seeing the world from someone else's perspective would be fascinating.

3.) What's your favourite song?
- It sounds corny, but it has to be Everything I do by Bryan Adams. When I was growing up, it was everyone's favourite song and it was played over and over again on the radio. The video's great and it's really slushy.

4.) What would you do with 30 million pesos?
- I'd buy my dad a car. I'd give each member of my family a share of the cash. I'd also buy a Porsche 911 for myself.

5.) What words do you overuse?
- I never used to say it, but I'm always saying: "duh??!". It's total nonsense.

6.) If you were a cocktail, which one would you be?
- A pinya colada.

7.) Amazing fact about your life?
- I can write backwards perfectly.

8.) Which star would you have liked to meet?
- Marilyn Monroe. I lover her glamorous image and she was a real idol, which is what we lack today.

9.) Which star (actress) would you most like to meet?
- Without a doubt, it has to be Angelina Jolie. I'd be totally star-struck if I ever met her. The films she has done have been so varied from Lara Croft: Tomb Raider to Girl, Interrupted. She comes across as really scary on screen.

10.) If you could be anywhere else in the world today, where would you be?
- It would have to be somewhere refreshing, such as the Hawaii. I like places that aren't too hot and cold, but where it makes being lazy and relaxed irresistible.

11.) Do you have any recurring dreams dreams or nightmares?
- I used to have a dream that I was on a barge. It happened four or five times. I'd either fall in the water or I'd get crushed between the side of the boat and the canal walls. I've been wary of barges ever since.

12.) What do you find most attractive about the opposite?
- I go for boys with a good sense of humour.

13.) Who would you least like to be stuck in a lift with?
- Franzen from PBB. I watched it and I can't think of anyone worse to be stuck with.

14.) Describe yourself in 5 words?
- Talkative, thoughtful, loving, brat and amusing.

15.) If you could be someone for a day, who would you be?
- I'd like to be Angelina Jolie. I'd just like to experience what it's like to be such a huge star. Everywhere I'd go, there'd be an entourage hanging around and screaming fans. It would be crazy.

16.) If you could meet anyone from history, who would you like to meet?
- I'd like to meet someone who has made a difference. Someone who has actually changed the course of history. I'd be fascinated to listen to Martin Luther King. I'd also want to meet Henry VIII, to ask him why he had so many wives and why he had two of them killed.

17.) If you had to lose one of your senses, which one could you live w/o?
- I enjoy food far too much, so I'd have to keep taste. It would be impossible to live w/o being able to touch, hear or see, so it would have to be smell.

18.) What's you favourite food?
- I absolutely adore food and I can never get enough of the stuff. If I had to pick my fave food, I'd probably go for Italian.

19.) What would be your dream pet?
- Siamese cat.

20.) What was the 1st record you ever bought?
- Embarassingly, it was Rica P's 1st album, I was 6 yrs. old then. Haha!

21.) Who's your fave boxer?
- Aside from Manny (of course I should pick him), I think Mike Tyson is also great, he may not have the best technical skills, but it's exciting watching him fight.

22.) When were you last star-struck?
- My dad and I were shopping in Bio Research and I saw Richard G's Twin brother. It was really embarrasing coz I kept staring at him and I'm sure he noticed. But everytime he looked over, I'd look away.

23.) Who would you invite to your ideal dinner party?
- CHAD MICHAEL MURRAY, Orlando Bloom, Edward Norton, Brad Pitt and Yael. All for the obvious reaon---for me to swoon over.

That's all..

2005-11-21T20:39:00.000-08:00

I'm in the strangest mood tonight. I can't focus on my homework even though I should study for the test in Ms. Infante's Literature class tomorrow. I don't feel like talking on the phone or watching TV or listening to music. There must be something I want to do or someplace I want to go, but what? Where? I'm like a bottle of something fizzy that has gotten all shaken up. If I had a cork, I'd pop!

I guess Im just restless because my life seems totally stale lately. Isn't that a terrible thing to say when you're only fifteen? To cheer myself up, I reread all my entries. What a crab! It only made me feel more pathetic. Oh well, this is it for now. Gotta go guys! Can't wait for tomorrow night. I LOVE CHAD! :D

2005-11-12T06:04:00.000-08:00

I'm totally loving the show ONE TREE HILL! I'm a new fan! I'm loving it more and more every week that I set an alarm clock on my phone, haha! Chad is so gorgeous, I have to say this, he's the main reason why I'm loving the show. I officially crushed on him right after I saw the movie "Cinderella Story". I actually first saw him on the movie Freaky Friday, but I wasn't attracted with him then & his hair kinda' "ickED" me, hehe! I searched and searched about him in the net then I found out that he's a married man. He wed co-star Sophia Bush then I was like "Oh well, I can still dream". Few days later I confirmed what Inna had said that chad & sophia were already separated, so when I got home I searched it in the net, and yeah it was damn TRUE. 5-month-marriage, too short. Rumors that Chad was cheating on Sophia (Oh inna, pati kay sophia, lang hiya ano?) started almost before the honeymoon was over. It could only mean one thing: he's not faithful, but he doesn't look like he would do something like that (cheating on a girl), but hey it's over, wake up Audrie!!!->He's free and single and able to come to YOU! haha! I wish. Since I just started watching OTH, I'm not catching up! So, last night I visited the OTH online site, and I was able to catch up the story, wooh thank GOD I won't gonna be an asshole guessing on what's happening in OTH. Hey guys check out this video--->chad's so cute! haha! He looks so worried at the end, cute* ETC is so late, OTH in WB is in its season 3 now, while ETC is still givin' those feb. 2005's episodes, oh dear. I kinda have to go now. Love you guys! -Mrs. Murray

Sadly, he doesn't know I exist. I love you Chad! :)

I'm desperately wanting to buy this book!

and this one too! :'(

2005-11-09T20:45:00.000-08:00

SINGLED OUT

I'm updating this blog since I've been singled out by Fhaty.

1.You get one wish of anything, what would you ask for?
- a mini iPod, that's for sure :)

2. What animal would you be?
- I would choose to be a bird, common reason: I wanna fly!

3. Something you want to do in your life:
- Ok, what do I want to do with my life? I honestly have no idea what I am going to do with my life at this present time.

4. One time there were these Ninjas...(finish the statement.)
- whom I fought with, but sadly I was brutally defeated.

5. One song you could listen to over and over again.
- "Wouldn't it be nice" by beachboys.

6. Coke or Pepsi?
- Uh, coke.

7. Something you currently desire:
- iPod (again & again)

8. What's a "mastoid"?(Take a guess no peeking in a Dictionary.)
- mastoid? haven't heard of that word, it sounds weird. I'm so sorry, but I don't have any idea, can't think of anything.

9. One good deed you've done lately:
- I don't wanna brag about it.

10. A funny Moment in your life:
- Hmm, wait a sec. I'm trying to recall things, aight here, I used to throw bottles of coke, sprite etc. in the canals when I was still a kid coz I thought they were disposable, haha!---mind if I tickle you? coz I think your mouth is CALM :D

2005-10-27T20:08:00.000-07:00

WASTER

I watched a documentary in HBO about the buried secrets of M. Night Shyamalan (for those who don't know him, he's the director of these following movies: Lady in the water, Sixth sense, signs, The village, unbreakable, wide awake & praying with anger) Since I was so shocked with that doc., I directly searched it in the net, then what did I get? Articles claiming na hoax lang yun, puch! That's the most stupid doc. I've ever watched. It's supposed to be a documentary tungkol sa director and his connection sa mga eerie spiritual presence that is the meaning for his film "The Village" I thought talaga na real yun, showcasing his challenges and heart aches he went through trying to make the movie. While watching it, I was like "tao pa ba tong si M. Night?" I must admit, that doc really got me! so believable eh, I disregarded M. Night when he said na walang maniniwala sa doc. na yun & it will be forgotten right away, coz in my mind "why would the producer waste his money on that doc. if it's just a lie?!" diba? That doc. was an utter hoax! It was all just a really poorly executed "Blair Witch" type of show & M. Night was part of it, fuck diba?! Too bad there was nothing in it worth watching though, I wasted 3 hours. Even Johnny D. and Adrien Brody were involved. It kind of pisses me off the way it was sold to everyone like it was real, even with the fake news stories and stuff about how the crew pissed him off. Tas the easiest way para malaman na scam yun is that, the damned documentary was actually sponsored by his movie, PWEH! ang galeng galeng eh noh?! Hey M. Night, got nothing to do with your money?! tss, whatta waster! I mean he doesn't need to make up hokey folklore to get people to come see his movie, diba? di pa siya na kontento sa grasya! Tss, si Johnny Depp sumabak pa sa ganon?! haay, he even let the crew enter his condo just to make a false interview na scripted naman, tss! but hey, he was totally hot when he had his interview *wink* hehe! It really made me hate Night, may pa sabi sabi pa siyang ganito sa crew "why are you doing this to me?" HA-HA for you guys! If you're getting curious with all of these, then watch it & be enlightened with their silly false acts! It was a great concept though, but now Night has to live with the fact that people will actually believe some of it and hate him for it as well.

Anyway, EXAMS are over! weeh, it's our sembreak na. We had a disco halloween party last night & it was hella fun! I really enjoyed it. We wore a cloak, haha! Then we went ghost hunting pa sa LRC, it was really scary, takbuhan lang! Haha! We left the school at 11+ na. I woke up 1:30 pm today since I slept mga 2am na. I went late pa a while ago sa school for our prac exam in P.E, dami ko mali sa steps! haha! About my exams, I didn't do that good, ayos lang. I'll just wait and see. Bye for now, MUWAH*:)

2005-10-22T21:33:00.000-07:00

When I woke up, I was like disoriented or something, I couldn't even remember how I got into my parents' bed, I reall had no idea. WEIRD, it was. So afterwards I went to my room to get my reviewers for the test, I just flipped the pages of my port folio, I didn't have a piece of concentration that time so I decided to watch dvd "Cinderella Man", it was about the story of James Braddock (for those who don't know him, he's a famous boxer during his time, 1930's) who takes up boxing to make money to feed his family. The acting and drama were incredible, every performance is superb, watch it, I tell you! You won't gonna regret it. When noontime came, I stood up and prepared cos I needed to be in school at 1:00 pm for our 2nd long quiz in algebra, Expedito didn't show up yesterday e. When I arrived, I saw bunch of pirates sitting on the gs benches, I seated beside kriszia while she was busy searching for a "TOOOOOT" in Ochie's laptop. Lam niyo na yun, hahaha! Since our teacher wasn't there yet, Ivy, Fhaty, Inna, Bill, Kring & I (AGDB, for short, haha.) went window shopping at the mall , we really had fun, that was our FIRST TIME to go out together. I love you guys!* :) We ended up buying a long blue pen with a big heart on it (are you getting me guys? haha, whatta description!), basta it's cute! We all did, coz we were planning to use it for our LQ in algeb, hehe! cool isn't it? and oh I almost lost orfhat's fone inside the giggles, "absent-minded" a description that best fits me. We went back to school late na, the test started na & the test was ______ fill up the blank. Lam niyo na sagot, ohhhh how I hate math!!! it has a power of absorption. Algebra absorbs every bagay from my brain or perhaps from OUR brains, agree guys? kahit mga walang kwentang formula & equations inuukit din eh, hahahaha! ALGEBRA--> THE-NO-MERCY-SUBJECT, hahaha! So ayun, after our test, we had a review on literature since Ma'am Tere was the one proctoring us. Well, the review was planned naman talaga. So yun, in the middle of our discussion someone showed up outside and SURPRISE it was Daisy!!! All of us took a glimpse at her, it wasn't really a surprise for us (AGDB) cos we all know that she's coming to school talaga. She'll be transferring after the sembreak, my most awaited moment. I want "eksena" between Daisy and Angel :D hihi (Honestly, I see a lot of contraries between her name "Angel" and her not-so-nice-attitude) Moving on, when we finished the review class we directly went downstairs to meet with Daisy, then she left din right away after the short talk. To sum everything up: I had a great time with my friends! :)

2005-10-19T18:46:00.000-07:00

Tagal tagal na din eh noh? buti napadalaw ka. I got stuck from school works kaya I can't find time to update this & our exam will be on 24, lapit na! geez. Been so tired and busy lately, I know these will all pay off, malapit na rin kasi sembreak. Yes! can't wait, I'm uberly excited, with the halloween party in school coming this 26 in the evening, I'm sure I'll forget all my froblemos, hehe! Sobrang nilasap namin kanina yung lit class kasi last day na ni Sir Arnel, hahah! He's so gwapo, he's a student teacher. Pamatay as in, halos lahat kami numanakaw ng sulyap sa kanya ofcourse except for the boys maliban na lang kung metalloid (other term namin for GAY, came from Ma'am Sarmiento, basta long story) sila, haha! Walang wala yung Oleg sa kanya, kay Expedito pa lang talo na yung Oleg na yun! haha! you know what I'm saying guys, lam niyo na din kung sino kayo, hehe. Til' here! BYE folks :)

-It's my baby brother's 2nd birthday now. He's having a party downstairs, "evening party" soiree kumbaga, hehe! I'm done eating kaya TAPOS, akyat dito at umonline, haha!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY NEMO-FREAK BROTHER, YOUR YAEL-FREAK ATE LOVES YOU! cumorny, haha! Sincere yan:)

2005-10-07T14:40:00.000-07:00

I slept really late last night but I woke up at 5:30 A.M. It wouldn't matter naman going to school late kanina kasi it's our teacher's day naman. Ayun, aga ko tumapak sa school. Some of the students were busy preparing for the program when I arrived. Before the program started, the catholics had their mass first at the brebeuf gym while we were having a meeting at the LRC. Afterwards, tumambay muna kami sa kiosk w/ friends since we were not yet allowed to enter the gym for the program, til' dumami kami don sa pulungan, hehe! Ma'am-moody-as-always [I'm referring to Ma'am Sarmiento] made a stop sa amin, kwentuhan kaming lahat to the max, I really can't understand her attitude, umiiba eh. Oh well may mga tao talagang ganyan. Yesterday she threw our booklets on the floor cos we failed to fill up the score sheet & she just made my day worst that moment. So ayun, the program was fun naman, I'm sure all the teachers enjoyed the presentations. Hannah & mich sang crazy for you, they were great. The masters of the ceremony were disgusting [the guy's from 4 xavier ata & the girl's from 2 brebeuf, also known as "STUPID PEOPLE" mentioned by her long ago] the guy ended the program kissing the girl INTENTIONALLY on the lips, what the fuck? I mean ano yun? he thought ata nakakatuwa eh. Kabastusan yun & I don't think "STUPID PEOPLE" is her gf. Then "stupid people" reacted happily pa, she just laughed over that. The guy sucked at hosting talaga. I swear! pa hirit hirit pa siya na hindi naman nakakatawa. Bat kasi yun pa kinuha?! haii sorry ha ang reklamo ko eh, hehe! & NO! I'm not making a big deal out of that, I'm just expressing my thoughts. No classes this afternoon, saya diba? As of now the teachers are having their outing at La Vista.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY CUZ, TAKS!

2005-10-06T17:21:00.000-07:00

A FRUITFUL MIND

While fixing my things for school, this luma-dated 2003-people magazine caught my eyes. As I was flipping along the pages, I saw an article entitled BEATING THE ODDS, so I decided to read it since its topic seemed fecund and this was stated at the side of the title: A tricycle driver's son, 21-year-old Rhyan Andrade proves that poverty is no hindrance to getting the best education. He was graduated w/ honors from the Ateneo de Manila University with the double degree of BS Physics w/ computer engineering. Don't get me wrong with this, I'm not underestimating him but I thought it quite unthinkable that a tricycle driver's son would be able to study at the ADMU [this thought has gotten into my mind when I still haven't read the whole article]. Pero after reading it, it gave me a blast. He has always been a precocious kid, studying astronomy, the atmosphere & the solar system. A consistent honor student since he was in grade school. His dreams of studying in ADMU became possible when he applied for the TD scolarship that was being offered by the school [These lines had satisfied me and stopped me from wondering "why?what?"] Querubin, his father, is now a taxi driver, and his mother, Noida, a housewife. To sum everything up, I was inspired to EXCEL-->quite impossible, but who knows? :)

2005-10-04T17:49:00.000-07:00

Audrie means ABSENT-MINDED

I just got home, I'm so thankful now at wala ng practice. IT'S OVER! why? kasi tapos na choral. Ang ulol ko naman, haha! Well, we didn't win, 3rd place lang kami & that's totally fine. I have NO regrets & complaints, it's all good. Group 2 won considering they're so plenty. Pero really, I have no bad comments with that, they deserved it naman siguro eh. Oh, I failed to take pictures :( Madilim naman kasi sa AVR, they adjusted the lights. Anyway, as you can see sa taas bout my name ek ek, it's my status sa YM now, yeah I left my blue pants sa classroom, ugh. Naalala ko lang when we were on the way home na, galing diba? :D So I texted orfhat directly, pero nasa bahay na daw siya. Then I texted krizsia=No response, then cybill=can't reach her, so I decided to text her bf na lang, Ochie to get my pants, tas he replied. Ayos na. Thanx chitut! :) As of now nandun na kay cybill pants ko. Tomorrow morning pala, schedule B coz the catholics will be going to Fort Pillar sa afternoon, I don't really know kung bakit. Fasting will start later, but sadly I can't fast, lam niyo na yun. Ei bye for now!*

2005-10-03T19:56:00.000-07:00

Haii, I'm pretty nervous for tomorrow's choral presentation in Filipino. Wish me luck guys! I'm not aiming to win or anything, halong feelings, ugh, hate this! D.A. (drug addict) kame ni Ivy sa presentation, I'll try to take pictures. Ivy will be the one to put make up on me tomorrow, geez I wonder how I'm going to look like, hehe! I should be mukhang D.A. talaga, sabog! haha! Ivy wag mo ako pag laruan ha? haha! Bye for now, got loads of work to do pa :)

HAPPY 31st BIRTHDAY TO MY MODERATOR, SIR BALUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCA! haha, magregreet na lang nang-aasar pa :D

2005-10-01T22:42:00.000-07:00

Yesterday...

We had the usual morning assembly. Nag alternative class kami & we (agdb, except for ivy & inna) were assigned sa kostka room. It was fun, when pairing time came I was paired to Kevin Win Siong from St. Berchmans (forgive me if I mispelled your name). We were asked to talk about names, basta yun. He's nice naman, mejo quiet, but our conversation went good though. Afterwards, we proceeded to brebuef gym for the science month ka-ek ekan. In the middle of the program I was taking pics with orfhat, bored kaming dalawa eh, haha!

o ayan, ang laswa, "joking". FYI I didn't kiss her, haha! I was trying to hide then :)

Spectators "ateneo crowd" labo :) Mary & who's the guy beside him?

Today...

We had a practice at Ivy's house for our filipino choral presentation this coming tuesday. I went there at 2+ kahit 1pm dapat, haha! I was surprised when I got there kasi wala pang katao-tao. So yun, I was shy at first kasi wala akong kasama & Ivy was at her room pa & I was all alone downstairs. After a little while my other groupmates arrived na. Since we were all hungry that time we went to Jollibee to have take-out snacks. Ang saya, sort of jumoyride na din, haha!

Ivy, Sheila & Khan. I took this without them knowing, candid kumbaga. Sa tas ng car :)

Tin's butt. Now this one's hot, don't you think? haha!

Sa Jolly-bubuyog, haha! nice wink Tin.

Ivy took this. Tin, *seeing something* me, Radz & Julie while waiting for the order.

Julie with mitch behind her.

That's Ivy, ang dakilang trainor namin :D

During our practice inside the empty pool..

Ayos ba? Seryoso eh noh?

Sheila, tumatandang Sora, haha! Khanexx, hirap na.

They were playing soccer, trumitrip. Feel na feel e, hehe! Sipa pa tey.

Haha, tey ano napala mo? nadapa yan, haha :D

*END*

2005-09-25T21:58:00.000-07:00

3 months na si Itchie. :'( Oh well, I still haven't visited him yet. Uhm, this day was fun. We went with my family somewhere beyond Manicahan. Basta too far. Bumundok kami, haha! labo. Yeah, & the weather there was great compared sa weather here in the city. Sobrang sariwa ng air dun, well less polluted eh. We visited some places for some matters.

Here are the pics that I've taken :)

Lupit ng view na to.

Naispatan insan ko at yung mamang cow, haha! labo.

galeng :)

Mejo malabo. Tss.

Ganda, yeah! I love this.

nice kuha, ang conyo! haha!

I took this one nung pauwi na.

My cuz, Ashraf. Damang dama niya eh noh? haha. Galing magpatawa niyan, he's only 9.

A pic of us. This is my current wallpaper sa fone :D

WAKAS NA! -Fr. Chambers.

2005-09-24T19:33:00.000-07:00

Yesterday..

I woke up at 5:30 a.m for school in the morning then I directly took a bath. I was so down pa that time for crying nonstop coz I thought I lost my chem papers & book. Then I finished preparing my everything at 6:15, then I went to school na, down & weak. I arrived at 6:20+, when I got there wala pang masyadong tao, I saw hannah seating near the clinic. So I went upstairs na with her. Hey, it was my 1st time to go to school that early, haha! at long last I beated cybill as well as kring2x, silang dalawa laging early sa group namin :D AnywayS, the reason why I went to school early was to find my papers & book by roaming around BUT it didn't work. Then, when it was our chem, I talked to Ms. Sarmiento all about it, then she retorted it with a smile and a tap on my back. I was so shock, because she is known for being so strict, well lucky eh, hehe! Ayun, after my conversation with her, I was breathing normally na. Dismissal came, I met up with my cousin at the hs benches, he then told me that my mom called up, informing that my book & papers were found inside the crib of my brother, haha! See? Afternoon was fun, we made a stop near the kanto, kalye kalye kumbaga, haha! we ate streetfood, "McBalls", haha! yum2x, sa uulitin mga mares! Then we went with my titas, cousins and my mom sa mall. Ok naman, my cousin was mistaken by the old man for a salesguy, haha! puch, laking insulto yun, uminit talaga ulo niya. Haha! nice taks! :)

Today..

At 3:00 pm, Ivy texted me that we're going to have a practice for filipino. She told me to meet them at dunkin'. So I stood up and prepared, tas she texted me that they're goin na to tin's house, so I just replied na susunod na lang ako & I told her to guide me thru text on my way there para hindi ako mawala. Then ayun, when I got near the golf course, I texted her kung san na sila, tas ayun na they were waving na, I saw Ivy, tin, tian, julie, mich & radz. I swear, they spent the whole time from eating, ivy ha! haha! I think hindi na yun practice, haha! Then khanexx arrived na, nagdala pa ng mga chips, haha! Voice practice lang sa huli na hinaluan naman lang ng mga tawa. Then mga 6:30, umuwi na sina ivy, julie, mich, tian & radz, they rode on ivy's car. Then I asked khanexx na wag muna siyang umuwi, since malapit lang bahay nila, nasa may pasukan din ng bahay nina Tom, hi inns! Then when my sundo arrived, I offered khanexx a ride since ang dilim dilim na. So ayun. The practice-sa-pag-kain was fun! haha! Grabe, super-clown nung dad ni tin2x, patawa to the max! I enjoyed, really I did. :D uhmm, anonymous in my tagboard, cge burat lang ng burat, sana matuwa ka sa ginagawa mo, I just want to you to know, that there's no way you could make me feel down with your so plain insults, got it? STUPID! :D

2005-09-20T08:55:00.000-07:00

Oh, sorry for not updating this! Ugh, I was so busy chatting in YM these past few days! haha! kaya no time, tinamad din ako. Anyway we had a film viewing kanina bout the life of Jose Rizal. I used to ignore that movie coz I thought it's just ka-ek ekan or whatever & now that I fully understood it, I felt ashamed for hating it before. It was such a nice story, it lifted me up. It made me ask myself "what, who, where are we now if Pepe did not sacrifice for our freedom?" Some of my classmates cried over the film, they were so affected, EVEN me, but I just took control of my emotions. I was so impressed by the katipuneros when they started battling with the spaniards. Wohoo!

MUCH THANKS TO PEPE & TO THE KATIPUNEROS! :)

2005-09-16T18:26:00.000-07:00

Yey! finally, ayos na dsl namin! weeh! tara coffeemix again! hahaha! over. Well, I wasn't able to use the internet for 3 days, uggh! and that sucked! nasira dsl namin eh. Well, thank God it's fine now, no worries! :) Hmm? Yesterday I watched the admu-dlsu game, & oh, admu lost! 55-72, but it's fine, ateneo pa rin! wohoo! (this is only applicable if you're one of those people who watched the game)-->I hate arana! stupid, ang yabang! ugh! Oo na, he knew na sila na mananalo that moment pero sana he played the game nicely, pahiya siya eh! I find the game dirty, no offense ha?! Pero what aranya did was "kabastustan" he didn't even think first, he disrespected his opponent's school as well as their school , haii, enough bout it. So yun, before I forget: TO THE GIRL WHO HATES OUR SCHOOL, just indulge your time on other things, okay? Hatred won't lead you anywhere dear :) We won't be bothered by your decision of closing your blog. Closing your "tajakera ng mga cookies" blog could only mean one thing, you don't have the courage of facing the consequences from what you've done & said. This is it for now! bye.

CONGRATS KAY KENNETH! WOHOO! PANALO SECTION NAMEN SA ACADEMIC CONTEST IN MATH!!! ANG SAYA! KA-LEVEL NA NAMIN BERCHMANS! HAHA! :D

2005-09-11T15:30:00.000-07:00

Panalo! Ayos! Ayos! Ayos! I loved it! I watched spongecola performed in ASAP on T.V, haha! They sang together with Nikki Gil, ngayon ko lang nalaman that she's studying in ADMU. Natawa ako kasi yael was shaking while announcing the sched for their gigs, cute pa rin! Haii, he made my day. Kaninang morning while I was reading candy mag Inna texted me telling me to watch myx kasi spongecola was performing sa myx live. Ayun, ansayaa! kahit ilang beses ko na yon napanood, di pa rin ako nag sasawa! hihi. I made a new multiply account, kasi my previous account has expired! grr. Cge, update this later! 30 more minutes to go, the game will start na! hurrah! :)

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Wohoo! panalo ADMU against FEU! The game was great. 66-69, yeah baby! Bawing-bawi si LA, he got 25 pts. Yes! Best rebounder si Arwind Santos. There'll be a game this coming thursday, DLSU yung titirahin, yii can't wait! :D I'm now officially 100% addicted to UAAP baskteball. AYOS! :)

2005-09-10T17:00:00.000-07:00

Intrams namin ngayon, opening ng games! I woke up at 8:00 am, since plano namin pumunta ng school mga 8+. We planned to wear slippers even if it is raining, haha! When I got there, I saw kring, cyb, ochie & the rest of my classmates sitting on the bench. I sat na din together with them & we waited for orfhat to arrive. After a few minutes, dumating na si orfhat & we started roaming around when suddenly we saw leomarck assisting rocky while walking, nabalian kasi siya. I really don't know what happened, as of now nasa hospital na siya. Aww. Grabe ang lakas ng ulan & it was so cold! Then we headed to MPCC to watch games na wala namang kwenta! As we sat in the bleacher, we started talking about cool stuffs, not minding the screams of the other levels on the games that they were watching. Maya-maya Inna arrived. We didn't find the games fun! Napaka-boring, plus the weather wasn't nice, nakakaantok! Tapos non, we went to brebeuf gym to watch a dancesport contest, we had really fun there compared dun sa MPCC. It was all great, ang galeng talaga! Anyway, we won 1st place sa second contest although hindi kami nanalo sa 1st contest, eh bawing-bawi naman! Go juniors! hehe! Pero they were all good naman. Super tawa kami sa bleacher sa mga dance steps nila, hahahaha! After the program, we sat sa bench to wait for my sundo to arrive kasi we were planning to go to coffeemix, ako ang taya! that was a promised-treat since my birthday! haha! ngayon lang natuloy. :) While waiting, inna complained that she's hungry na, tas I joked "mauna ka na" hehe, ayun biglang umalis, galit na ewan. So we (cyb, kring, fhat & I) went to coffeemix without her, hey Inna I tell you di masydong enjoy kasi wala ka. Bruha, hehe! sa monday ha! When we got there, umorder na kami, we ate black forest cake & drank a cappuccino. It was all good. After that, we bought a candy mag. We were all excited to open it to search for jasper pua, coz he was included "DAW" on one of the Cutest Citizens. Hanap kami ng hanap, pero wala eh! UGH. Pero, pero, pero, Yael is included!!! yehey! :) may sticker-pic pa siya. I like it! :) Ayon, ang tagal namin tumambay sa coffeemix, hehe! we spent chit chatting there. I had fun naman. Tas kring & cyb went to school na while me & orfhat went home na. I'm supposed to be at school right now, pero Inna, fhat & I decided not to go, nakakatamad eh, boring lang ata don, kasi umuulan. Ok na yun, pumunta naman kami kaninang morning e. So eto na, umoonline, I chatted with inna, fhat & luigi kanina. It was nice chatting with them in a conference! fun! fun! fun! Dami naming pinagusapan! I love you mares!:D Monday ha!? Oh well, I guess this is too long. Better end it here! BYE. :)

WOHOO! MAY GAME TOMORROW ADMU VS FEU. I'M SO EAGER TO WATCH IT! :D

2005-09-07T18:00:00.000-07:00

I SO SO SO HATE MATH! I REALLY SUCK AT IT. UGH. THE EXAM WASN'T OK! *bow*

I wanna read this! :D

2005-09-06T19:14:00.000-07:00

Hey, hey, hey. Napadaan lang talaga, I'll be studying in awhile for our exam in Algebra tomorrow, it would be our 1st quiz this quarter, wish me luck! :) We had a quiz kanina in chem & social studies, I failed in social studies, I guess so. I wasn't able to study eh. Ugh. Chem was fine, I passed. Yey! :) tara celebrate. So yun, ayos lang araw na to! Sorry if I rarely update this during school days, kinda' busy eh. Pero I still find time to chat pa naman in YM. Tamad lang umupdate. Hehe! Bye for now.

2005-09-03T15:07:00.000-07:00

Hello people! :) I woke up around 8am, I guess. I haven't been outside this house the whole day and it doesn't look like I'm heading out anytime soon. I recently watched the movie "If only". The movie was wonderful as I expected. I cried, yeah! It would be imposibble if you won't, I tell you! It's about this guy havin' a deja vu, yes, sometimes it just happens, basta you better watch it. Oh well, I'm currently watching a UAAP game on TV (UST vs ADMU). This is my 1st time to watch Jai Reyes playing, hehe! Lamang ang UST! 50-30. So yun, I'm hoping ADMU will gonna win. Sige I'll watch pa! :) Update this later! =p

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Ateneo lost the game. Uh. Grabe si Jai, thrumee points sa 4th quarter! yiiih! I'm liking him. Galeng kasi eh. Stig!

2005-09-02T18:58:00.000-07:00

Half-day lang kami today. Since friday ngayon, we had our assembly in the morning. Tsaka we didn't have regular classes kanina, kasi confirmation ng mga 1st yr students. After the break, I & orfhat went to the AVR to attend the MSA, then the catholics went to the church. Tas nung meeting, since la pa sina inna we went to the library, we called luigi on the phone, ano nga ba yun fhat? "science was hard" & "I'm not galet" yuck pa-conyo yung gago! haha! Pero I understand, coz according to him, he grew up (you could say) from an elitist family and his lolas and titas don't even know tagalog. Dig that! haha! naangasan ako minsan sa conyo na yun. *Change topic* I borrowed a book "A portrait of the Artist as a Young Man" by James Joyce, I borrowed it for some reason :) Then, we met up with them (inna, kring & cyb) sa may gs bench. We were planning to go to the mall to watch a movie "Charlie & the Chocolate factory" pero I wasn't able to go with them, I visited Minham with my cousin kasi sa WMCC coz she has a dengue :( & her platelet is so low, 40 lang! I hope she'll get well soon, oh dear! Then after that we went home na. I chatted with orfhat a while ago. Mare! alabyu! hehe! cge, I have to go na! I'll pray pa. BYE

I love him to the maximum level! =)

"but don't you see what you're doing to me?
can't you see that I've been dealt by this, dealt by YOU?"

-from the song Jillian, I'm loving it! written by Chris Cantada (drums & vocals)

2005-09-01T09:56:00.000-07:00

1st day of semptember! Aga aga eh noh? naguupdate na agad, haha! I woke up around 7am this morning. Later this afternoon nga pala, I'll be goin' to orfhat's house, gagawa kami ng project in social studies. Oh so yun lang naman. Update this later! :) Goodmornin'

I just got home from orfhat's house! At last my project na kami. Eist fhat, peke yun! I'll help you research bout her, hehe! I'll be leaving in a while, mag-grocery kami with papa. Bye for now! :)

2005-08-31T05:38:00.000-07:00

Yey walang classes tomorrow, muslim holiday eh :) We had regular classes from 7:30-10:20 a.m. after that we all prepared for the food preparation contest. It was fun, the foods tasted fine. I didn't eat that much. Tas, while waiting for the sundo to fetch me up (pero hindi naman ako sinundo) Fhaty, Inna & I sat first near the gate, sobra tawa namin don, haha! ganito kasi, everytime may dadaan na college student na guy, nirarate namin 1-10, ayun dalawa lang nakapasa! haha! meaning lang masyadong gwapo! yung iba may negative signs pa! *laughs* Since hindi na ako sinundo, we rode on a tricycle na lang papunta sa house namin. Then we went back to school around 2pm, kasi may program pa. When we got there the program started na. After the contest in sabayang-bigkas, the announcement of winners came next, we didn't win nga pala sa food preparation contest, 4 - St. Pignatelli nanalo. We were dismissed at 3:30, fhaty, inna, kring, cybill & I headed kaagad sa Mcdo, then we went back to school. *the end*

INNA, PAGALING KA INENG :)

2005-08-30T17:25:00.000-07:00

Just got home. Intrams was fun. Kaya lang inferno, haha! ang ineeeeeeeeeet eh! I was full talaga with the presentations, ang galeng! We (juniors) only won 1st runner up sa cheer dancing, sophomores nanalo, well congrats! :) Tapos nun Fhaty, Cybill, Inna, Kring & I went to Mcdo. Sumama na din sila sakin umuwi sa bahay nung lunch, tas we went back to school to watch a basketball game (varsity palyers vs. faculty & staff), panalo yung varsity players! Nag 3 point-shoot si Robi (orfhat's husband) sa huli, stig! kaya nanalo. Sobra sigawan namin sa bleacher, haha! Orfhat's yell goes like this : Guing-gona! orfhat sajiran-jiran! hehe! nice eh noh? I really had fun :) We chatted with my cousin last night nga pala, I was glad talaga coz she liked the layout I made for her! She thanked me & told me that I really brightened up her day, aww! :) Hey, you're always welcome! :) Kulang pa yun, mas matindi nagawa mo sa akin! hehe ;) Oh well, I better end it here! BYE.

2005-08-28T23:38:00.000-07:00

It's raining. I just finished making my cousin's blog, check it out here. I hope she'll like it :) Oh well, as we all know there will be no classes tomorrow. So our intrams was moved to Tuesday, mabuti na yun para I can get more rest. I'm not feeling well eh, lam mo yun? ubo sabay aaaaaaaaaaching! haha! this is so uncomfortable, eck! I'm not still done with my persuasive outline in english composition, umayaw teacher namin sa ginawa ko. It's about discrimination against African Americans (social class discrimination, skin color discrimination & lifestyle discrimination), she said that I should change my topic kasi mga 60's pa daw yun nangyayari, ngayon wala na! Ugh! she's givin' me a hard time, really! Then after makin' an outline, we should come up with an essay that argues a position based on clear, logical reasoning for our formal theme. I'm planning to write about varsity players being free from some requirements to which others are subject in school. What do you think? *yawn* hey, it's getting kinda late, I need to sleep! Bye guys! :)

2005-08-27T19:48:00.000-07:00

I just finished fixing my layout. It took me a lot of time to get done with this. I went to school around 7 A.M. We rode on a bus papunta dun sa Mampang. Laughtrip kami sa taas ng bus, eh pano voice pa lang ni Rocky eh matatawa ka na! Sabay AGDB , we didn't follow the monitorial groupings, haha! I was seated beside Inna. We (AGDB) all exchanged slippers, haha! Ivy took a lots of picture of the class w/ her d-cam. So ayun, the trip went fun & we never expected na malapit lang sa bahay nina Itchie yung location, aww :( When we got there, we were really amazed by the place, it's so big. The weather was so hot! ugh. I was paired with Inna. Ang layo pa ng nilakad namin before we reached the land na pag tataniman namin. The place was filled w/ muds that we really had to wrap our slippers with plastics so that they won't get dirty. Actually we didn't even participate with Inna, haha! (ssssh) I mean we didn't really plant, we let Ochie do it. Eh hindi nga man lang kami nadumihan. Afterwards we all went back to our respective buses & I was really hungry & thirsty that time. May tindahan din naman sa kanto & we just shared snacks each other. We went back to school from mampang around 10 a.m. We waited w/ orfhat for my driver to arrive. Sinama ko kasi siya sa bahay, we ate our lunch here sa house. Then we went back to school mga 2 p.m., we elocuted in Literature, ang tagal pa namin nag antay for the other sections to finish elocuting. Anyway, ang pangit ng pag-elocute ko! ugh. I missed a lot of lines. Eh kuhang kuha ko na yun lahat eh, kaya lang nakakalimutan ko eh. Ohh I hate it & maybe because I just expected too much from myself, I thought I can make it! Ang baba ko siguro, hmmp! Oh well, that really made me low & hindi na nga pala ako nag-elocute sa filipino, bahala na! So yun, we left the school really late, mga 5 P.M. na, pero dami pa din students.

I'm sick nga pala. I got terrible colds & cough. This sucks bigtime! I hate this. This is killing me! I need a doctor badly, but my mom is not yet here! :(

and oh..

OUR INTRAMS WILL BE ON MONDAY...

2005-08-26T19:53:00.000-07:00

Ei, aayusin ko pa tong blog ko. This is not yet done. Ang gulo. tsk! Yang mga nasa side, sadyang dyan talaga yan when I downloaded this. I'll fix this maybe tomorrow. Oh well I'm supposedly memorizing my 2 elocution pieces for Filipino & Literature right now, I'll be elocuting tomorrow! Goodluck to me! :D Tomorrow morning all the 3rd yr. HS students (including me) will be goin' to have this mangrove planting sa Mampang from 8:00-11:00 A.M. So that's it for now. This is just a quick update!BYE Gotta go! =]

2005-08-23T21:41:00.001-07:00

GREAT! JUST GREAT!

Oh well, just thought of updating this blog. Nga pala, the results of my exams are quite fine except for PRAC ARTS & SOCIAL STUDIES, I failed on those subjects eh. Ohh. But hey, luckily I passed in Geometry, the subject w/c I expected that I'll fail. Well God is good & so as Sir Baluca! haha! Tomorrow we'll be having this singing presentation in Filipino, we practiced kanina, nyeta nawawala ako sa tono! tss! In chemistry, ma'am showed us our grades, got 1 failing grade sa long quiz! 73 dude! beat that! haha! ughh! it sucks!Nga pala, we chatted w/ Mel last night, our topic was, well ano pa ba? edi the usual topic "spongecola" hehe! I asked her if si yael pa pati si chinky, hindi na daw, they broke up about a year ago *panandalian saya* (honestly, I felt awkward when I asked her bout that, haha!) next, I asked her if yael's in a relationship right now, Oo daw! *ang saya ko ay naputol* haha! as if! Well, I didn't bother to ask her na kung sino, nahihiya na din ako! hehe! ayun, bsta dami pa but sadly I'm sleepy na eh kaya I'm kinda' lazy to continue it. Next time pag may enerhiya na ako mga mares & pares!hehe! cge BYE! :)

2005-08-18T06:36:00.000-07:00

I'M A BIT WORRIED

Finally our Periodical Exams are over. We don't have any classes on thursday until friday (count the weekends) for some weird reasons. I don't know, maybe they just want us to rest, daba? Well, after a long a long wait for this to happen, eto na & I'm so happy! lalasapin ko to! It feels so good, knowing na wala kang proproblemahin sa school BUT wait, I'm still worried on the results sa exams, really I am. Well, I'm hoping to pass on the major subjects. I've been so tired this past few days that I didn't even get a single time to update my blog, lack of sleep eh. So now, I'll enjoy every minute of my day & night. I chatted with Mel nga pala the other day. She's so nice to talk to, ma-chika! She told me a lot of things about the band and everything. Hoping to meet her soon & the band as well! Chatted last night din w/ my cousin, Ate Jewel, she told me that if I go visit Manila again, isasama niya ako sa isang Sponge gig, yiih! :) So bye for now I better end it here! edit this as long as I can tonight! BYE :)

INNA I HOPE YOU'RE HAVING A GOOD TIIME THERE IN DUMAGUETE, LUBUSIN MO NA MARE!HA HA! YOU TAKE CARE ALWAYS!

2005-08-12T22:41:00.000-07:00

ENOUGH! THIS IS TOO MUCH---BUT ANYWAY THANX!!!

While waiting for the YM to log me in, I checked my e-mail since I didn't check it for how many days. Suddenly while I was scrolling along the messages in my inbox, I saw the name Mel Romualdez, when I opened it, nyak! she's none other than the assistant manager of the Sponge Cola band, I know her kc by the name Mel lang, kaya I was a bit shocked, kala ko kung sino. She sent the message last August 3 pa. I seldom check my e-mail kc eh, hehe! Anyway here goes her message:

Hi Audrie! I'm Jewel's (my cousin) friend, Mel. She told me how much you love Sponge Cola and I just wanted to send you some pictures from one of their most recent gigs. These were taken last Friday July 29th in UP Diliman.Sorry I don't have any pics of Chris, he was on an
exposure trip for school so we got another drummer to session for us. Hope you liked the CD! Take care!

Mel :)

and here are the pics..

yael :)

haii, you make my heart melt :D

yeah boi! sing! sing! sing!

Gosh

Armo. I got a crush on one of his younger brother's friends, hehe!!! :))

So ayun, I replied to her naman, thanking her & everything! Gawd! she's so nice, how can I ever repay her?hmm.
Friends! notice the color of the title, hehe(obsess eh! haha)

A BIG THANX TO MEL!!! you're so nice :)

2005-08-09T18:53:00.000-07:00

SERYOSONG-SERYOSO

Ako'y nabuhayan at nag-update ng entry. Sa araw na ito natutunan kong huwag patulan ang mga walang kwentang tao, (pucha ang dali mong mapikon! huwag mong isipin na pagtyatyagaan kita!) dahil ang magiging resulta non ay isa kang walang kwentang tao din! (malabo ba?) ah basta naintindihan ko, bahala na kayo umintindi nyan! Isa pa, matuto tayo maging PATIENT (nagpapaumanhin ako sapagkat hindi ko alam ang salitang patient sa tagalog dahil hindi ako masyadong mayaman sa bokabularyong filipino, alangan naman sabihin nating PATYENTE?hehe!) at dapat huwag tayong aasa sa iba at masyadong magpatulong sa kung ano man kung ayaw mong magkaroon ng UTANG NA LOOB sa huli. Alam mo ba na isa kang KJ?! at OA!? Sana matauhan ka. Dba sa unang lugar (at 1st place, haha tama ba?!)humingi ako ng patawad?! At ngayon huwag mong asahan na magpapakumbaba ako sa kagaya mo! ok?! SO BUG OFF GAY-FUCKER! BYE GUYZ!!!

2005-08-07T19:02:00.000-07:00

INLOVE AKO!!!!

I'm chatting w/ Chino right now, gawd he's so cute! Bait din & cool! Waaah, I'm getting insane! wekwek, uber! hehe! cge gotta bounce ya'll!

~~RAMON LORENZO TETANGCO COPUYOC~~, I HEART YOU!!! or better known as "Chino". =)

2005-08-06T20:34:00.000-07:00

SO GLAD

My day went goody-good. I spent half of it from watching Ninjai: The little Ninja in the atom films, it consists of 12 chapters, actually may continuation pa, pero di pa nila pinapalabas, can't wait to watch the chapter 13, kakabitin e. I stayed online in YM the whole afternoon, we chatted with kring, fhat & jance in a conference, saya din! Then, check my friendster, due to boredom I searched & searched people in friendster then I tried to search for this gal, surprisingly she got an account! Hell I'm so glad!!! None other than my cousin, Roxanne. She lives in California, we parted ways when I was in grade 4, tagal na oe noh? We used to be so close, as in close, sharing secrets, sabay sa liguan & everything, lol! mga 7 yrs old pa sya non. Layo agwat namen, ngyon she's in her 7th grade. Then I directly sent a messege to her saying blah blah! She changed a lot, oh dear! Anyway, I'm so excited to chat with her, coz she loves to go online. Tonight, maybe I'll start studying my lessons, the periodical exam is fast approaching. Study hard classmates! love you! :)

2005-08-04T07:38:00.000-07:00

FINALLY

School was ok. 40 days ngayon ni Itchie, after ng classes we all went to Forest Lake. Finally! na-visit ko din si itchie, it was my first time to visit his grave, I failed to go on his burial kasi I was sick that day. We rode on a jeepney way there. Whew! still can't believe it, ang bilis talaga ng panahon! anyway, after the prayer, inna, kring, fhat & I roamed around, nakikivisit sa mga graves ng di namin kakilala, hahah! We were jus admirin' some graveyards, then at the end ngpalipad kme ng balloons sabay sabi "WE LOVE & MISS YOU ITCHIE!" aww, I miss him so much!Nabasa ko pla blog ni inna, and guess what? sobra akong na-touch! :'( thanx! I'm so fuckin' grateful to have you! (hala nagmura?) haha! joke yan ah, pero for bein gateful, hndi joke, don't worry I'll tell your mom na pagandahin ung iyo if ever man..hehe! I LOVE YOU AGDB!(orfhat, cyb, inna & kring (ivy?!hehe) uncertain ako e! haha !joke) (D BEST KAYO!) =p

2005-08-03T19:55:00.000-07:00

I DON'T HAVE THE RIGHT!

I'm just sad, dunno why. Maybe because of what I've heard a while ago from my classmate, my close friends know it, ofcourse! They were seated beside me when that "chikka" was bein' spread. Hay, why am I sayin' these shits? AYOS LANG AKO (PERIOD) that's all, anyway I'm chattin' w/ Fhaty right now, gossipin!hehe! saya dabba?! LOVE YOU ALL DEAR FRIENDS! muwah! :)

2005-08-01T20:00:00.000-07:00

ADDICTED!

Well, well. Nawalan kame ng internet for 2 days, eh peste naman may gumalaw ng DSL at pinalitan yung username, thank God obviously ayos na yung PC kasi I'm using it right now, hehe! Yey, August na! There's no reason para matuwa ako, haii! tsaka bakit nga ba? hehe! sira! wala akong enerhiya ngayon, pagod ako e! Anyways, kaninang morning, we had a program 'SMB', Oh I forgot what SMB stands for, if I'm not mistaken bisaya yun eh, dunno lang. Then in the afternoon we had our club recruitment, I joined Tourism club and YASS. Tas eto na at nakatanga sa PC. Oh! nga pla I seemed to have forgotten to tell you this on my previous entry that we're friends na w/ my cousin, I dunno, biglaan din eh, eventhough she didn't even apologize, ayos na un sakin! I got addicted na nga pla sa gunbound, oh dear! I never thought ganito siya ka-ganda at ka-saya, hanep na hanep eh! Nung friday lang ako natuto. O sha cge, I'll play gunbound pa. BYE! :)

2005-07-28T20:11:00.000-07:00

MARVELOUS!

Since kagabi pa ako kinukulit ng sister ko that my cousin got a surprise for me, ayun I wondered kung ano. I really didn't have a clue. Tas nung pauwi na ako sa house for lunch, our driver handed me a cd and a poster then I was like "what's this?!" ayun I was surprised tlga when I found out na sponge cola stuff! Waah! Then it's an autographed cd, the boys (yael, armo, chris & gosh) filled it w/ dedications for me! pati poster. Na-crack pa ung case ng cd cos Yael cracked it accidentally. So since fan nila ako, Mel didn't bother to change it. Hahaha! I was shocked talaga, then the cd contained a letter from my cousin, saying that Mel Ro (her friend) is very close to the band, not only was her backyard used for the KLSP video shoot, she is now the band's assistant manager when it comes to gigs, promos, etc. So my cuz thought that it would be very cool if I should have a cd autographed by all of them, she asked Mel this favor. How nice noh? I was so happy talaga and at the same time, speechless. Can't believe it kasi eh! They wrote my name w/ their own penmanship, ayan, I know, I know pathetic na kung pathetic, kasi you see my point is they took time out of their lives to write my name and the dedications as well. O daba? hehe, big deal na sakin. HEHE! ang babaw, shyet! Afterwards, I texted my cousin agad, I thank her for the effort she made and so as her friend, Mel. Then she responded naman right away, saying that Mel told her na the next time I'm in Manila, my cousin should let her know para makasama ako sa gigs ng SC! how cool is that? hehe! So ayun, those items made my day great! :) and oh I sent a message to Yael in friendster, surprisingly he replied. Weeh! :):) ok gtg go guyz.

love this band! :):) orayt!

2005-07-27T20:20:00.000-07:00

ANYONE?

I'm happy, I'm happy, I'm happy!!! weeh, andito na kasi now mom ko & my lil bro. Sobra ko silang na miss! Anyways, we had a film viewing kaninang afternoon the movie was "A Knight's Tale" ayon, it was really a great movie. We watched it from 1:15-3:45 P.M. together with the columbiere (correct me if I mispelled it) section. Tas sumabit pa algebra class, I thought kasi hindi na. Tsk! Ayun, napasabi tuloy ako "BAKIT MAY ALGEBRA PA!!!" I said it out loud not knowing na nandun na pla si sir sa loob ng room, hahahah! tawanan classmates ko. Hmp, good thing di kumibo si sir pero deep inside kumukulo na dugo non!haha!

May mga blogistang nag-aaway, nako! "PANGAGGAYA" yan ang nakakainit ng ulo. Kaya wag kayo sisimula ng gulo kung hindi niyo alam pano tapusin. As we all know life is filled to overflowing w/ annoyances & irritations. Kaya if we let the little things get us down, we will experience downness! I really admire THAT girl for bein so brave! grabe. I was impressed!!! Don't you know that I'm referring to YOU?! Ay anlabo! hehe! Cge, gutom lng to! I need to eat. Peace to all the blogistahs! Before endin' this entry, may mga tao ba jan na mainit ulo sakin?! just leave a comment. Hehe! just wanna be sure eh. BYE :)

2005-07-25T20:00:00.000-07:00

MISSIN' YOU!

Today is Itchie's 1st death monthsary. Nako! ang bilis, hindi ko akalain. Tsk! Ewan ko ba at hindi plinano na pumunta sa grave nya. I admit, up until now, I still can't accept his death, pero dapat diba? ewan ko, parang I can still feel his presence pag nasa school ako. Aww, I miss him badly :'(

hehe! mis his funny face!:)

his jersey! :) galing ata yan mglaro ng basketball. Our section's "PAMBATO" yeah boi! :)

Anyway..

I'm so so loving Usher's song "SIMPLE THINGS" naloloka na ako dito! Actually tagal ko na to naririning pero ngayon ko lang nalaman title. So so so so love it! :) I'm currently listening to it. Hay paulit ulit na lang, hindi ako nagsasawa!

Usher - Simple Things Lyrics

Yeah, uhh
They say money can't buy you love
They say money can't buy you love
They never seem to listen
I'm all ears

Just copped your girl a brand new Rolex
But you can never find the time to spend at home
Thinkin' it's gon' keep her happy
When time is all she wanted all along

[Chorus]
It's the simple things in life we forget
You hear her talkin' but don't hear what she said
Why do you make something so easy so complicated
Searching for what's right in front of your face
But you can't see it

So you think that you know what's important
Steady chasin' your fame and your fortune
But you don't know
You're chasing a dime losin' a treasure
Those dollars don't make sense to me at all
Ooh, it goes

Duh da duh da
You give her spending money
Duh da duh da
But all she wanna spend is time alone (tonight)
Keep givin' her
The finer things but
But she don't really need that
If you don't stop you're
You're gonna end up alone (alone)
The world without love (duh duh da duh da)
Why would you do it

Stop tryna buy her love
'cuz you won't ever have enough
There's always someone with more than you
You need to pay her attention
Give her what she needs
Do the simple things
Before you lose your girl to me
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeeah
Yeeeah yeah
Play on playa
Yeah
Your girl comin' wit' me shorty, haha
I'm tellin' you man
'cuz u know

You better look out
I hear you talkin', i hear you talkin' (ha)
But what are you saying
Oh hoo oh hooo
Don't be a fool
You got a good thing
Man are you blind
Stupid or crazy?
You got a good thing (uh)
You got a good thing
Special lady
You better hold on
And give her what she want
Before she move on
Man I tell you cars, clothes, and fancy things don't mean a damn
thing
If you ain't kickin it baby

[Fade]
Don't let this be the thing you'll always regret, no
It's right there, it's right there.

That's it. LOVE YOU ALL!BYE. Itchie, mis u! :'(

2005-07-24T22:29:00.001-07:00

HERE WE COME!

Next school year the highschool students will be transferring here! yipee! I can't wait, I mean we all can't wait. Sure na talaga na maabutan pa namin cos when our principal had his speech yesrterday during recognition he said that would be the last recognition day in ADZU La Purisima (the school's present location). Sayang din kasi we will only spend 1 school yr. in the new school , pero kami yung sikat kasi kami yung una gragraduate don! hehe, o diba ang saya? The blessing and groundbreaking ceremony for the construction will be held on July 30, 2005 & class officers lang allowed sumama *sigh*. So till' here! got sumthin to do pa. BYE! tc ya'll!

2005-07-22T02:59:00.000-07:00

HELP!

Just arrived from school. The weather is not nice, it's raining and I'm freezin to death. School was ok. I discovered something awful from a friend w/c made me dislike him, now I know my limitations to him. I should not trust him anymore as what my friend had said a while ago. Aww, he's such a liar! Anyway, enuf bout ~~(him?!)~~ ! oopz sorry! Between me & my cousin, it's still the same, whenever we meet at school, we don't even give a simple glimpse to each other, it's as if she's a total stranger to me and so as me to her. Does she even know her mistake!? So ingenuous! I can't stand this at all, I mean this is too unbearable. I must settle this as early as I can. I won't let this friction destroy us, this is no longer nice. She's the one who is even more at fault and didn't even apologize, (how naive!!!) I just wanted her to give me a quick, less than heartfelt, "sorry", and be done with it but she didn't even bother to apologize! I know it takes courage to be the first one to apologize in any situation, pero in our case, she should be the one to make the 1st move!!! I really really don't know. I'm confused :'(

2005-07-21T05:16:00.000-07:00

Yeah, I think paula is right. Natauhan ako don sa sinabi niya. Curious? read her entry (July 21, 2005) Very true! Kaya, ~~I'll quit saying vulgar words na.~~ Hmm, pero I can't vow parin! Cursing is anavoidable kasi e. Hay, my day wasn't that nice and wasn't that bad. Geometry was our 1st period kaninang morning, we had our 2nd long quiz & I failed, pero it's not the end of the world naman eh. Sa filipino, nako! 65 kaming lahat sa talumpati, except for the 3 students, kasi balagatasan sila. Ayun, so unfair talaga sa mga ibang students na nagmemorize, 5 students lang bubunutin ni ma'am, so if one of the students will satisfy her then continue pa rin, sadly wala!:( grabe! sobra siya. Yung iba nag iyakan! pero it's a lesson na din for us. I admit, I didn't memorize the poem. Sa chemistry, we went to the lab, did some experiments, nalagyan pa ng potassium point finger ko, actually, intentionally eh! Pero I didn't know na hindi siya matatanggal w/ water. 3-5 days dw tsaka matatanggal, kainis!!! So, until here! gtg :)

2005-07-19T05:24:00.000-07:00

STILL WAITIN FOR UR SORRY DORK!

My day wasn't good, I was pissed off by my cousinn. Ay peste! It was during our lunch, may sinabi siya na sobra akong nahurt! She's so insensitive, fuck! I never thought na masasabi niya yon! HOW DARE YOU SAY THAT!? Up until now, those words are still running in my mind and it really really wanna makes me slap her! Shit! Why are some people are so insensitive?! Like kanina she seemed not to care on how am I goin' to react , padalos dalos sIya! and now I don't know what's next, I'm expectin' an apology from her! dapat lang! I won't make the 1st move noh!!! Maybe she noticed a while ago the manifestations I gave her. When she said that fucking line I was like "know what?! you're the 1st person blah blah blah" akala niya may halong biro yon!! Right after that I didn't talk to her na tlga! not a single word! then napasabi na lang siya, "dineadedma mo lang ako, FINE!" eh puta, ako ba ininitindi nya kung ano na-feel ko sa sinabi nya! stupid!!! eesh! Cge I still nid to apply ice on my head, umiinit na eh! ugh.

2005-07-18T17:50:00.000-07:00

Hay I woke up late kanina, mga 6:30 am na ako nagising kasi naman I slept mga 2 am na, I was tryin' to finish my lit project kasi. So yun, kya na late ako tuloy sa school, may assembly pa naman. Tsk! So kulang talaga sleep ko, hindi na pwede to!!! Kasi naman, nung saturday hindi ko ginawa, haba pa ng oras ko non! ish, repentance is at the end tlga, noh?! Anyway, we didn't have our geometry knina, wala si sir eh, di ko din alam kung san yon, supposedly were goin' to have a quiz so since wala siya edi na-cancel! hooray! Tas we had a tests in religon=ok lng! algebra=k lng din, na short lng sa time, sa lit=not ok! ang hirap ng mga questions, so deep! ayun, hoping na makapasa ako! and oh, di pa pala now ung deadlne sa lit proj, thnk God! sa wednesday pa pala, pero I'll pass it na sa tuesday, tapos ko n kasi nagawa e. Ang saya ng P.E nmen kanina, we did the cha3x (isn't it pronounced as cha2x lang? why would ma'am always pronounce it 3x?) hehe! ayun aliw! may step don na nahilo kaming lahat, yung iikot! wekwek. Cge got nothin' much to say na! bye!

2005-07-16T06:35:00.000-07:00

iPODLESS...

I woke up really late, hindi ko man lang naabutan mom ko & my lil bro :( umalis kasi sila papuntang Jolo, so ayun, when I got up my dad handed me the phone because my mom was calling. Aww, I mis my brotha, wala ng maingay dito. Pero I hope they'll be back soon, wala pa kasing sched kung kailan. Tas I ate my breakfast alone, naiwan ako mag isa sa bahay, my papa went to gym, tas my siblings nasa school. I spent the whole day here at home. Pupunta sana si Orfhat dito, coz we will do sum research on our upcoming report sa social studies this monday kaya lang, her kidney hurts daw and she'll be having her check up, so tomorrw na lang dw & oh kanina, due to boredom, nag burn ako ng cd (ginagawa ng mga iPodless!) hahaha! oh shyet! Some of my schoolmates from the lower level have one & everytime I see them holding their iPods, showing to the people that they have one in a way that they were exposing it, I always frowned, dunno why! Jealousy I guess, haha! can't help it! tulo laway e. I know I can have one someday, IF---(there's a condition & that would be just between me & my mom) :)

eto!wtf?! haha! puta, showy na sa iPod, showy pa sa boobs! laswa! yuck. Ineng, kalimuatn mo ata mgbra, haha!

..haay. I wish my mom would change the deal, coz I don't know if I can make it, sigh. Cge I have to go na! buh-bye.

2005-07-15T22:39:00.000-07:00

TAMEME??!?!?!

Just got home from school. Kanina I woke up badly, I slept w/ my notebooks, books & papers around me, nakatulog ako from studying sa algeb ng hindi ko namamalayan, ayun so uncomfortable, tas kulang pa tulog ko! hay! But anyway, I'm happy! Wee. Ano ba, ang saya saya ng umaga ko (sa school) and my friends know why. The LOL (League Of Leaders..ulol? haha joke!) had their room to room kanina. It went ok naman, ay leche, ok e2 na, ganito kasi I got a crush on one of the candidates, can't believe I'm saying these, hehe! as if! Lumapit sya samin, asking kung meron teacher o wala w/ a matching smile on her face waah pamatay! tas maya maya, he asked me kung may nakaupo sa chair na nasa tapat ko, I said wala. Gosh! that was the 1st time na nakausap ko siya, pathetic eh noh? Later on when it was his turn to speak I asked my friend to take a video of him, ayun she did, kaso ang layo nmen eh, di mashadong klaro, but it's ok, remembrance pa din! hahahah! thnx to orfhat, orayt! hehe! In the afternoon, when I arrived at school, I learned na sinisiraan ako ni bismarck kay miles, I mean he told janncel na galit dw ako kay miles, ay pucha sya!Lintek sobra!!! Kumulo ulo ko sa kanya! grr!!! Then I texted miles right away, I told her that was all a lie. Kung ano ano pinagsasabi nya!!! shit ka! Anyway 1 period lang kami w/c is literature , so la kmng algeb = walang test! hooray! After ng lit, I talked to bismarck! ayun pa deny deny yung gago! sarap sipain! He'll talk to janncel na lng daw, ang gago niya!!!ugh. The reason why we don't have classes for 2 periods was that may general cleaning sa school, our section was assigned sa may chapel, pero kami (friday monitors) sa room lang, ayun I cleaned and cleaned and lastly cleaned, hehe! Kapagod naman, I'll enumerate ha: I mopped, scrubbed & swept the floor tas we brought the chairs outside, finally nagmukhang classroom ulit room namin! hahaha. Tomorrow walang pasok! yey :) So til nxtime, bye!!!

juz an advice: STAY AWAY FROM BISMARCK! a.k.a (Boy laway)

additional: We went to mall, watched War of the Worlds w/ my family. The movie was amazing, ang gwapo ni TOM (sa mga iba jan) Cruise, shyet! I tell you guyz, you betta watch it!

hottie! yeah boi :) new crush? palitan na si yael?ahehe. Laos na sakin si Yael, hahaha! Kiddin' coz no one can take his place :D

2005-07-14T18:34:00.000-07:00

HELP, PLZ?

School was ok, 1st of all, wala kaming chem, may seminar kasi teacher namin (wed-fri) o diba ang saya? hehe! Pero, andami namin dpat gawin. Shyet! pagod na talaga ako, minsan nasasabi ko sa sarili ko , "I give up" I know it's a deep line pero honestly I really2x wanted to scream sa hirap ng subjects including geometry, algebra and the worst PRACTICAL ARTS, ay shyet! Orthographic (pucha!) kakaunti lang marunong samin ng ganon, I cried last night because of it, pero no one saw me, they might think I'm crazy, crying over fucking subject! and I'm so nervous because we're goin' to have a quiz on monday, can't help but think what if I fail in this subj.?! Kaya I frankly told our teacher in prac arts na wag siya mgwonder if ever I fail in his subject, cos I didn't understand a single of it, specifically ortographic, ayun try and try dw (until you die!?) leche!!! ay, come what may, hdi kya ng brain ko ang ganon! *sigh* I'm so worried. Anyway, tomorrow we're going to have a quiz on algeb grr!!! & literature tas next week, talumpati, report, quiz on geom & religion. Oh God, my brain's been so tired from schoolworks!!! During class hours I always crave for a rest. Kasi pag uwi sa bahay, study, gawa homework, eat, ligo and oh how can I forget?! ofcourse blogging tas matulog na, I usually sleep mga 12 a.m. na, huhuhu. I really really need to prioritize my works according to their importance. Cge I got a lots of work to do pa (pucha, exagg!) so gotta bounce.

2005-07-12T19:00:00.000-07:00

WTF?!

Kanina we didn't have any classes from 08:00-10:15 A.M. mga 2 subjects lng ang umabot. Kasi we had our BOPI (whatever it stands for, hindi ko lam!) I forgot it, bsta B stands for BRAINARD. Natawa ako kasi malapit sa name ng classmate ko. Ayun, kakabagot mag shade, mas nagustuhan ko yung isa, the one that we took after the break, may sense lahat ang questions. I mean the 1st one had naman, kaso di ko trip. Anlalabo ng mga tanong, preparation daw yun for college, so that pag senior na kami we won't have any difficulties in choosing a course. Kanina in literature it was our turn to report, ka-group ko best ko si inna , ayun ok nman, ayos lng! nilakasan ko talaga boses ko, bingi kasi si maam tere eh (oversex kaya!?) haha! hay nako ma'am Es, san kaya nya napulot yon, na kapag sobrang bingi na eh OVERSEX daw. Haha! Natawa ako dun sa part ng asking questions, tinanong group namin, tas si jeff sasagot. It was about reciprocity, basta his explanation goes like this the reader wants to be the author and the author wants to be the reader haha! anlabo yet astig! ang daming naaliw sa kanya and oh kanina nga pla, I bugged my mom to buy me a new school shoes, eh kasi nman parang hindi na itsurang sapatos ang shoes ko! haha! dingz! I told her na sasabay siya kapag mag-fetch na sa akin sa school. So ayun, bumili na kami & I liked it naman. I won't name any brands here, kakahiya din baka ano sabihin niyo, hehe! wala lang, mahirap na, alam niyo naman mga ibang tao konting ganon, ganito, ganyan mayabang ka na daw agad, kaya it's better not to. Bili sana ako ng bag kanina, pati slippers, eh pucha! sira ung pagbabayaran ng card, kaya ayun, shoes na lang binili kasi di aabot pag cash. Grr!!! Then my mom told me, those items were not meant for me talaga kaya hindi na nabili. Afterwards we went to the mall, nag grocery, saw some of my schoolmates. Haii, nanghihinayang talaga ako sa bag and slippers na un. Pucha! cge, I need to do something pa, baybye!

2005-07-11T19:37:00.000-07:00

PAKNER KO?!

New skin, as you can see. Just feel like changing it, it's not that I don't like butterflies anymore, I do pa rin, kaya lang my previous skin was too small & large pictures can hardly fit in there. Anyway, school was fun. We had a quiz on social studies kanina, it was ok naman, hmm I did not take my recess for that. Maganda ung P.E namin kanina, maam paired us para sa mga sayaw. My fuckner is my seatmate, khanexx, actually hindi talaga siya fuckner ko, nakipagpalitan lang si ivy sakin, I was originally paired to husam. Pero ok na din yon coz I'm more comfortable kay emir. Ayun, tawa to the max! enjoy! yung iba kong classmates ayaw nila sa kanilang fuckner, hehe! yung iba nadidiri, iba naman naiilang. HAY! next meeting we will be using na our metro-aid-t-shirt haha!!! cge gotta go! =p

2005-06-25T19:26:00.000-07:00

My classmate, Itchie, passed away at around 2:00 pm! HE GAVE UP. For more stories about him when he was still in the hospital, go HERE. Chie, wherever you are I hope you're happy! I won't forget the laughters that we had! & thnx for the friendship!!!! Gonzaga won't be the same as it was before without u! WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!

It was on June 16, 2005, Thursday when we had our last phone conversation, absent siya non & he was asking me about our assignments, pero yun na pala huli namin pag uusap! If I only knew, sana nilubos ko na! Huhuhuhu. I never thought this to happen! Pero wala na kaming magagawa iniwan nya na kami! ='(

ONLY GOD KNOWS HOW I REALLY2X MISS YOU!!!

His fave song:
WE BELONG TOGETHER (MARIAH CAREY)

I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should've let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid
I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself

'Cause I didn't know you
'Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt
The feeling that I'm feeling now
Now that I don't
Hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, 'cause baby

[Chorus:]
When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody there
We belong together

I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Singing to me
'If you think you're lonely now'
Wait a minute
This is too deep, too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things
Crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life baby

[Chorus]

[Repeat chorus]
When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
Baby nobody else
We belong together

Chie this song is for you:

I MISS YOU (MYMP)

Miss you...
Everyday and every night
This feeling I fight, try as I might
But I won't win, I surrender, I'd die
You are winning here alright
Every morning when the sun would shine on me
I'd flash a smile but deep inside I feel so sad and lonely
I need you here and now
I miss you
It's crazy to pretend that I don't think of you
The more this feeling just seems to grow and grow
I miss you (I miss you)
Oh how much longer can I hold on to
Maybe you can come and tell me that you miss me too
Miss you, all I want is for this love to last forever
You walked away, never came back, oh, I tried to recover
I can't bear it, boy, alright
When I hear a song that we had used to share
I'll try as might to hide the tears,
and when the pain is over
I'll wish that you are near
Miss you

PESTENG LAMOK! MGA PUTANG INA NIYO! KAYO ANG WALANG SILBI DITO SA MUNDO KAYO DAPAT NAWALA HNDI YUNG STAR PLAYER NAMIN! CHIE, BAT MO KAMI INIWAN?! WE CAN'T BEAR THIS YOU KNOW! huhuhuhuhuhu. I hope happy ka na dude!

2005-06-23T19:41:00.000-07:00

Itchie I'll surely include you in my prayers! I know you can get through this!

and oh..

Saab's back! check out her blog.

2005-06-13T19:43:00.000-07:00

Waah. Ang tagal ko ng hindi nakapag update, nakakatamad kasi minsan eh. Ok I'm slothful, inaamin ko yan, hehe! Tas ang dami pa namin requirements, hay! Well, eto just got home. Thank God at nabili ko na lahat. For 4 days wala kaming pasok, all I did was eat, read and use the computer as well. Tas kanina I saw this schoolmate of mine sa golden bell, she's my cousin's classmate if im not mistaken, ayun eventhough we don't know each other nag smile sya sa akin :) How nice. Right now, I'm chatting w/ my friend, Inna. Grabe I'm so bored! Buti at bukas may pasok na. I'm thinking nga if I'll change this layout na, kasi sawa na rin ako & I'm not really a butterfly addict, hehe! wadya think guyz?

2005-06-06T06:46:00.000-07:00

1st day of school?! it went great, being w/ my friends a while ago was enough for me to be happy. Sobra ko silang na miss eh! Our room is located in the 4th floor, kakapagod talaga mag akyat, eh 3rd floor pa lang kakapagod na what more na sa 4th floor?! pero ayos naman talaga. We elected officers na kanina, my friends are class officers. Orfhat is our auditor & Inna is our bus. mngr! hoy mga dudes, gawin nyo duties nyo ha, hehe! tas kaninang dismissal sa hapon we ate sa chinitos, nagutom kami eh! hehe! kaso hindi naman namin naubos, hehe! So I think this is it! wala na ko masabi! vavoosh!

2005-06-05T10:49:00.000-07:00

Woah! May classes na tomorrow & I'm supposed to be sleeping by this time, yish! I'm not yet ready pa, tas parang kinakabahan ako na ewan! hay ang gulo! Well anyway, baka hindi na ko makapagupdate more often, kasi kailangan mgaral ng mabut eh. Pero I'll try pa din. Cge guyz! I need to sleep, yoko maging late bukas! woah, as if regular na kagad! hehe! OA na ko. bye! :)

2005-06-01T00:48:00.000-07:00

Finally I'm here in zamboanga. Waah, i miss blogging a lot! after 1 week, ngayon lang ako nakapag internet ng hindi bitin. Lately kc I've been using my cel to access on internet, pucha kalas load! hindi ko kasi matiis eh, kaya i checked my account on friendster. 200+ pa yung load ko non, after using the wap naging 83 na, waahh! I regretted a lot! hehe!

May 25, 2005
We arrived at Manilaaround 9 am. Then umuwi muna kami sa bahay, to wait for my two brothers and tito, tas we went to SM megamall, pumunta ako agad sa powerbooks, bought 2 books specifically da vinci code & angels & demons then I made my papa pay for those books, haha! Then we ate at Mannang, after that we went to Gateway, we watched the movie STAR WARS 3 w/ my kuya, super ganda! panalo talaga. At that time, I was like "damn bat hindi ko pinanood ung past episodes" I never thought kasi na maganda pala. Natamaan ako kay Anakin Skywalker, he's so handsome. Tas yun nakauwi kami mga 12+ na.

May 26, 2005
We went to fairview, had our check up w/ my kuya. Then we went to Greenhills, we ate & shopped as well. Tas we went to Robinson's G, I bought a bracelet for my ate w/ a butterfly and her name on it, addict kasi yun sa butterfly! as in!

May 27, 2005
We went to Market2x w/ my cousins, Tito & Tita. Bought 2 blouses for my ate & mother (how thoughtful? haha), then I bought flip flops for me and my sis. Afterwards we ate at Pizza Company. Then we went to Makati med for my father's check up, super tagal namin nag antay, dami kasi ng tao. Siguro we spent 2 hours from waiting. Tapos we went to CostUless, nag grocery. Late na kami nakauwi sa bahay.

May 28, 2005
Pumunta kami sa G4, tas di ko alam nandun din pla si Therese, nalaman ko na lang when we we texted each other. Ayun, tas we ate sa pancake haus.

May 29, 2005
Went to SM city, kumain lang kami sa burger king. Tas I bought school supplies na din sa mega & alchemist novel too.

May 30, 2005
Pumunta kami sa Rockwell, had our lunch sa oliver's super sandwiches. Afterwards we headed to fully booked together with ate jewel and Tita Allyn. Then I saw this emily organizer, took a pic of it. If I'm not mistaken eto ata yung gustong gusto ni saab, ang cute nga eh but it's too expensive, 2000+. Mgsasayang lang ng money if bibilhin ko. Then bought a roxy bag na din & I loved it. Tas pumunta kami sa Landmark and lastly Tomas Morato, had our dinner there.

May 31, 2005
Nag internet kami ng mga kuya ko sa mega, one of the cafes there, X-ite ata, while waiting for our tita & cousins to arrive. Then to my surprise I saw my classmate Cybill, waah! small world. Sa laki ng manila, nag kita pa kami. Wala lang, then we talked for a while. Ayun tas kain na naman.

That's all. BYE guys! :D

2005-05-24T18:12:00.000-07:00

My friends were here a while ago. Inna, fhaty, ivy & kring2x! we had so much fun. Nga pala tapos ko na binasa yung book na binabasa ko. I'm planning to buy another book, pero I don't know kung ano yung maganda. HELP peeps! Heheh! Tomorrow I'll be leaving for Manila, so expect me guys not to update this for 1 week. Oh well, so yun lang, I hope you would comment on this.

2005-05-22T11:31:00.000-07:00

15 more days to go, back to school na naman and I'm nervous. I can't help but think negative stuffs. I keep on asking myself "what if I can't reach the expectation of my mom?" you know, we made a deal w/c I won't tell. She always tell me "Avoid negative thinking!" You see most of us don't realize how much it affects our lives and the lives of those around us. Even our body language can convey powerful messages. Negative thoughts become attitudes and words that do nothing but steal joy from our lives and possibly from the lives of others as well. SO TRUE!!! kaya, I'm trying na nga to avoid thinking stuffs that can let me down. It's difficult, though, when faced w/ so much of the seeming unfairness in life to respond positively. And you ceratinly wouldn't want to appear carelessly trite by denying true misfortune or pain. I really need to abandon negativity and approach life w/ optimism, as my tito would say "Pessimistic ka kasi" ayan hehe! that's true. Maybe I should just expect the best possible outcome , it depends nman in the aspects of situations, diba? Cge I have to go guyz! :)

2005-05-20T01:27:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday Cybill!!! :)

I want you guyz to try this..it's cool promise! :)
-grab a calculator (you won't be able to do this on your head)

1. Key in the 1st 3 digits of your phone number (not the area code)
2. Multiply by 80.
3. Add 1.
4. Multiply by 250.
5. Add the last 4 digits of your number.
6. Add the last 4 digits of your number again.
7. Subtract by 250.
8. Divide it by 2.

-do you recognize the number? cool, dba?! :)

2005-05-19T17:00:00.000-07:00

Just got home. I'm so tired, whew! Finally I'm enrolled, weeh. I saw some of my classmates, si husam, pacquiao, nico, airi & itchie w/ eyeglasses! hahah! mukhang genius na ung gago, haha! Hay, sobrang nakakamiss ang school! :( Then after that, nagpasukat na ng uniform. Tas kumain sa camins, un! tas eto na nakaupo, hehe! cge. BYE.

2005-05-19T14:25:00.001-07:00

I'm leaving in a while, I'll go to school for enrollment, ayoko nga eh! God! I can't take this laziness! Kaso no choice eh, kelangan kasi magpapaskukat pa for the uniform! hay! oh well, badtrip talaga! kasi someone stole my 300 globe load! nakatago lang un sa pocket ko sa pants, I hung it lang inside the closet! That was my tita's gift for me on my 15th birthday *sigh* lalagyan ko na lang ng hidden camera closet ko! haha! no kiddin' Cge, i'll go na! =p

2005-05-17T13:42:00.000-07:00

I've decided to put back my chatango, I removed the wishlist! lang kwenta eh, di naman yun mag kakatotoo, as if! Since wala akong magawa, I'm giving away quotes na lang.

o Pag iniwan ka ng mahal mo, wag mo syang sisihin, kausapin mo sya ng harap harapan, ngumiti ka sa knya at sbhin mong "ingat" tanga ka pa nman!

o Luv daw ngbibigay saya pero pucha! panandalian lang pla, seryosohin mo si gago, lolokohin ka pa ng leche! Mkipaglaro ka sa tanga! damn! karma ka p, bulshit! san ka lu2gar?! fuck dba?!

o Lahat tayo may karapatang magmahal at mahalin, licensyado tyong masaktan..1 lang naman ang di natin karapatan eh..ang humabol sa nang-iwan.

o It was so painful dat ur so nir yet so far. I wana hug u tyt from the back and never let go but I'm scared dat u'll push me back and say "naman o! may mahal na ko!".

o Wag mong sayangin ang oras na iparamdam sa 1 tao na mahal mo sya..lalo na kng alam mong mahal ka rin nya dahil baka dumating ang araw na sure ka na..pero sya..sumuko na.

o Once na ngmahal ka gamitin mo puso mo wag icp! hayaan mong sabihan ka nilang tanga basta wag ka lang mgcing 1 arw at sa2bihin mo sa sarili mo na "d pala ako nagmahal nag-icp lang!".

o Masakit pag ginago ka masakit pag ininsulto ka, mas masakit pag sinabi syong, "Luv naman kita e! kya lang mas luv ko sya.." ginago kna, ininsulto ka pa!..skit dba?!

o Lam mo hirap pag nawala ung mahal mo..nakakalungkot, masakit, nakakamis..bakit ganon no?! pgkatapos ng saya dadating dn pla ung tym na iiwan ka nia dun pa sa part na sobrang mo na sya!

o Ingat ka ha? san? dun sa pagbibigyan mo ng puso mo..lam mo kung bakit? kc di mo lng sya binigyan ng karapatang mahalin ka dahil parang binigyan mo narin sya ng karapatang sktan ka..

whew! That's it! I'm tired! bye.

2005-05-16T13:07:00.001-07:00

Guyz I want you to click this--> HAPPY TREE FRIENDS and tell me what you all think on the following episodes! Be sure to watch it all! haha! It's very funny! PROMISE! You won't gonna regret from watching it :)

2005-05-13T14:04:00.000-07:00

It's over! tapos na birthday ko, haha! yey 15 na ako, yay tanda na! haha! Supposedly nasa Manila na ako now, kaso na-move sa 24! hay! ok na din yun. Therese salamat sayo! sensya na ulit sa quiz, haha! dyahe sobra! haha! Fhat, mis na kita! totoo! magparamdam ka nga! hehe! kanina pala we went to mall w/ my family, then I got my cel a new housing. Tapos nag grocery pa, I saw my classmate, Hannah. Tas we ate at KFC. May picnic today yung gonzaga & hindi ako pumunta, impossible na papayagan ako! hay! tsaka kulang yung kada kaya boring din siguro pumunta dun. K! this is it for now! sige! bye guyz! (= oopz I nearly forgot, I would like to thank ate christine for the qbox! thnx a lot!(=

2005-05-13T11:08:00.000-07:00

It's been a while since I've last updated my blog. Well, I woke up this morning around 9 a.m. When I woke up my cousin was at my side, singing w/ his discman! Nagulat ako kala ko kung sino na! haha. Eh kagigising ko lang, ang taba pa niya! hehe! Maybe kanina he thought na galit ako, well I wasn't! nagulat na lang siya nung inagaw ko sa kanya headphone, infairness ang cute ng mga songs! Gusto ko pa sana makinig eh kaso dami akong natatandaan sa mga songs na un, halos lahat ng faves ko nandun sa selection niya! Baka iiyak pa ko, woah I'm over reacting! hehe! Ngayon mag isa ko lang sa bahay w/ my papa the rest may lakad. Later on aalis din siguro ako. Sina ina & therese nasa boracay na. I hope they are enjoying, woah, who wouldn't? ofcourse they are. Haii, I'm so bored! I'm just chatting w/ some fellas. Ok guyz! I better end it here! siguro later na din pati quotes if hindi ako tatamarin, haha! cge!bye.