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Just this afternoon, during our english literature class, in my sleepy, confused state, my mind started thinking useless things, things that didn't have the power to change any situation that happened earlier.
I was there, seated in the back row, falsely focusing on the poem that needed to be memorized, giving my professor a kind of face that suggested "I'm thinking hard, begging you not to call me!". Suddenly, I heard my name being called. So unprepared, I stood up, hesitating a bit to go to the front, my mind kept on reminding me the fear and the embarassment I would possibly feel in front of my classmates, so without a second thought, I chose not to recite the poem, and disdainfully accepted the fact that I'd be getting a 0 in recitation.
Had the chance to memorize the poem, but it was my laziness that held me from doing it. I know I shouldn't have let it take control. What the heck, my life is just so full of regrets! Let me reflect on this my friends, I have to go now.
;'(