My classmate, Itchie, passed away at around 2:00 pm! HE GAVE UP. For more stories about him when he was still in the hospital, go HERE. Chie, wherever you are I hope you're happy! I won't forget the laughters that we had! & thnx for the friendship!!!! Gonzaga won't be the same as it was before without u! WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!
It was on June 16, 2005, Thursday when we had our last phone conversation, absent siya non & he was asking me about our assignments, pero yun na pala huli namin pag uusap! If I only knew, sana nilubos ko na! Huhuhuhu. I never thought this to happen! Pero wala na kaming magagawa iniwan nya na kami! ='(ONLY GOD KNOWS HOW I REALLY2X MISS YOU!!!His fave song:WE BELONG TOGETHER (MARIAH CAREY)I didn't mean itWhen I said I didn't love you soI should have held on tightI never should've let you goI didn't know nothingI was stupidI was foolishI was lying to myselfI could not fathom that I would everBe without your loveNever imagined I'd beSitting here beside myself'Cause I didn't know you'Cause I didn't know meBut I thought I knew everythingI never feltThe feeling that I'm feeling nowNow that I don'tHear your voiceOr have your touch and kiss your lipsCause I don't have a choiceOh, what I wouldn't giveTo have you lying by my sideRight here, 'cause baby[Chorus:]When you leftI lost a part of meIt's still so hard to believeCome back baby pleaseWe belong togetherWho else am I gonna lean onWhen times get roughWho's gonna talk to me on the phoneTill the sun comes upWho's gonna take your placeThere ain't nobody thereWe belong togetherI can't sleep at nightWhen you are on my mindBobby Womack's on the radioSinging to me'If you think you're lonely now'Wait a minuteThis is too deep, too deepI gotta change the stationSo I turn the dialTrying to catch a breakAnd then I hear BabyfaceI only think of youAnd it's breaking my heartI'm trying to keep it togetherBut I'm falling apartI'm feeling all out of my elementI'm throwing thingsCryingTrying to figure outWhere the hell I went wrongThe pain reflected in this songAin't even half of whatI'm feeling insideI need youNeed you back in my life baby[Chorus][Repeat chorus]When you leftI lost a part of meIt's still so hard to believeCome back baby pleaseWe belong togetherWho else am I gonna lean onWhen times get roughWho's gonna talk to me on the phoneTill the sun comes upWho's gonna take your placeBaby nobody elseWe belong togetherChie this song is for you:I MISS YOU (MYMP)Miss you...Everyday and every nightThis feeling I fight, try as I mightBut I won't win, I surrender, I'd dieYou are winning here alrightEvery morning when the sun would shine on meI'd flash a smile but deep inside I feel so sad and lonelyI need you here and nowI miss youIt's crazy to pretend that I don't think of youThe more this feeling just seems to grow and growI miss you (I miss you)Oh how much longer can I hold on toMaybe you can come and tell me that you miss me tooMiss you, all I want is for this love to last foreverYou walked away, never came back, oh, I tried to recoverI can't bear it, boy, alrightWhen I hear a song that we had used to shareI'll try as might to hide the tears,and when the pain is overI'll wish that you are nearMiss youPESTENG LAMOK! MGA PUTANG INA NIYO! KAYO ANG WALANG SILBI DITO SA MUNDO KAYO DAPAT NAWALA HNDI YUNG STAR PLAYER NAMIN! CHIE, BAT MO KAMI INIWAN?! WE CAN'T BEAR THIS YOU KNOW! huhuhuhuhuhu. I hope happy ka na dude!
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Itchie I'll surely include you in my prayers! I know you can get through this!
and oh..
Saab's back! check out her blog.
7:41 PM
Waah. Ang tagal ko ng hindi nakapag update, nakakatamad kasi minsan eh. Ok I'm slothful, inaamin ko yan, hehe! Tas ang dami pa namin requirements, hay! Well, eto just got home. Thank God at nabili ko na lahat. For 4 days wala kaming pasok, all I did was eat, read and use the computer as well. Tas kanina I saw this schoolmate of mine sa golden bell, she's my cousin's classmate if im not mistaken, ayun eventhough we don't know each other nag smile sya sa akin :) How nice. Right now, I'm chatting w/ my friend, Inna. Grabe I'm so bored! Buti at bukas may pasok na. I'm thinking nga if I'll change this layout na, kasi sawa na rin ako & I'm not really a butterfly addict, hehe! wadya think guyz?
7:43 PM
1st day of school?! it went great, being w/ my friends a while ago was enough for me to be happy. Sobra ko silang na miss eh! Our room is located in the 4th floor, kakapagod talaga mag akyat, eh 3rd floor pa lang kakapagod na what more na sa 4th floor?! pero ayos naman talaga. We elected officers na kanina, my friends are class officers. Orfhat is our auditor & Inna is our bus. mngr! hoy mga dudes, gawin nyo duties nyo ha, hehe! tas kaninang dismissal sa hapon we ate sa chinitos, nagutom kami eh! hehe! kaso hindi naman namin naubos, hehe! So I think this is it! wala na ko masabi! vavoosh!
6:46 AM
Woah! May classes na tomorrow & I'm supposed to be sleeping by this time, yish! I'm not yet ready pa, tas parang kinakabahan ako na ewan! hay ang gulo! Well anyway, baka hindi na ko makapagupdate more often, kasi kailangan mgaral ng mabut eh. Pero I'll try pa din. Cge guyz! I need to sleep, yoko maging late bukas! woah, as if regular na kagad! hehe! OA na ko. bye! :)
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Finally I'm here in zamboanga. Waah, i miss blogging a lot! after 1 week, ngayon lang ako nakapag internet ng hindi bitin. Lately kc I've been using my cel to access on internet, pucha kalas load! hindi ko kasi matiis eh, kaya i checked my account on friendster. 200+ pa yung load ko non, after using the wap naging 83 na, waahh! I regretted a lot! hehe! May 25, 2005 We arrived at Manilaaround 9 am. Then umuwi muna kami sa bahay, to wait for my two brothers and tito, tas we went to SM megamall, pumunta ako agad sa powerbooks, bought 2 books specifically da vinci code & angels & demons then I made my papa pay for those books, haha! Then we ate at Mannang, after that we went to Gateway, we watched the movie STAR WARS 3 w/ my kuya, super ganda! panalo talaga. At that time, I was like "damn bat hindi ko pinanood ung past episodes" I never thought kasi na maganda pala. Natamaan ako kay Anakin Skywalker, he's so handsome. Tas yun nakauwi kami mga 12+ na. May 26, 2005 We went to fairview, had our check up w/ my kuya. Then we went to Greenhills, we ate & shopped as well. Tas we went to Robinson's G, I bought a bracelet for my ate w/ a butterfly and her name on it, addict kasi yun sa butterfly! as in! May 27, 2005 We went to Market2x w/ my cousins, Tito & Tita. Bought 2 blouses for my ate & mother (how thoughtful? haha), then I bought flip flops for me and my sis. Afterwards we ate at Pizza Company. Then we went to Makati med for my father's check up, super tagal namin nag antay, dami kasi ng tao. Siguro we spent 2 hours from waiting. Tapos we went to CostUless, nag grocery. Late na kami nakauwi sa bahay. May 28, 2005 Pumunta kami sa G4, tas di ko alam nandun din pla si Therese, nalaman ko na lang when we we texted each other. Ayun, tas we ate sa pancake haus. May 29, 2005Went to SM city, kumain lang kami sa burger king. Tas I bought school supplies na din sa mega & alchemist novel too.May 30, 2005Pumunta kami sa Rockwell, had our lunch sa oliver's super sandwiches. Afterwards we headed to fully booked together with ate jewel and Tita Allyn. Then I saw this emily organizer, took a pic of it. If I'm not mistaken eto ata yung gustong gusto ni saab, ang cute nga eh but it's too expensive, 2000+. Mgsasayang lang ng money if bibilhin ko. Then bought a roxy bag na din & I loved it. Tas pumunta kami sa Landmark and lastly Tomas Morato, had our dinner there. May 31, 2005Nag internet kami ng mga kuya ko sa mega, one of the cafes there, X-ite ata, while waiting for our tita & cousins to arrive. Then to my surprise I saw my classmate Cybill, waah! small world. Sa laki ng manila, nag kita pa kami. Wala lang, then we talked for a while. Ayun tas kain na naman. That's all. BYE guys! :D
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